2 weeks to go to the countdown to my country's birthday and i cant wait to be part of the celebration... Since National Day is just 2 weeks away, i will be posting alot mostly about Singapore history and why i have a change of heart towards my love for a country... This will only be made available if i am free... hehe... dun mind me... I really do love Singapore but sadly i am unable to make Singapore as my 1st but 2nd as Singapore does not have the winter season... Thats the downside of Singapore but what i love about Singapore is that, food are always available and i am able to make lots of new and wonderful friends especially my friends whom i have made in Siglap Secondary School and ITE Macpherson... My BESTEST friends especially are the key to my happiness and without them, my life is nothing...

They are like my second family and i would like to thank Nadia, Sufian, Fairuzi, KC, Hang Giap, Brenda, Grace, Tauhid and Habeebah for alays being there for me and i am really touched by your kindness and no amount of cash can ever make me replace all of you guys... As the saying goes, Ohana means family and Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten... Oh ya... I too would like to thank Saidil for always making me laugh with your jokes and i am too indepted to you for your kindness...I am totally indepted to all of my friends and i wish i can hang out with them... Miss them...

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

Peace has once again been smitten and removed in a country by another invasion; the "DESTROYER" of peace by the name of Israel has caused griev and destruction on Palestin and Lebanon citizens... Why did USA did not intervene or even want to stop Israel from continuing disrupting the peace in the world like how USA did it in Iraq to ensure that Iraq does not possess any dangerous weapons and thus cause lots of innocent lives to be destroyed by their quest for hunger of power and greed... What has us humans done that ever improves the condition ofo ur lives??? Are we not the same and are we not live in the same world?? Why must we resolve to violence and thus creates tension and of course to cause the area to be rigged with the stench of death???

The World has better do something about this as Peace and Hope are slowly disappearing from this world as we humans no longer care for each other and we can see that we humans are beginning to lose our humanity due to Anger, Mistrust, Hunger for Power, Greedy and Tactless... This can be easily seen and shown especially to what the animals are suffering... It is of no surprise to me that us, humans will kill their own species as they have already eliminate and drven most of the animal species to extinction and are they now want to do it to us??? God has created humans and humans are the most superior beings than the animals as we have been given a brain but from what i see now, we behaved worse and badly than the animals...We are no longer the superior beings but we have almost become like the animals..

Animals and Nature are my favourite but that does not mean that i want to be like the animals as i am proud to be a human and that is what i am inside, a human not an animal like how these armies are behaving in Palestine, Lebanon and Iraq... These armies are like the wolf packs which works together in a team to prey on weak prey but the wolves did that for their survival and that is how they hunt for food... What can these armies gain by killing innocent civillians??? Wealth?? Fame??? NO!! They would not be getting any of this but they will only have their feelings and dignity disturbed that's all... I am sure they will love it when the past starts to haunt them in their dreams and in their daily life...

The Powerful leaders from all countries should voice out as one and put a stop to this violence once and for all and to seek a calmer, peaceful way to solve conflicts... Time is of the essence... As the space of time continues, more and more innocent people will be killed and with every minutes, seconds and hours... Death will always be in the vicinity and with every time passes, more and more will fall victim to the unnecessary violence... These civillians did not know anything and they do not deserve to be in this kind of suffering...

HELP KEEP THIS EARTH PEACE AND WHEN WE ARE ONE AND STAND TOGETHER AS ONE, WE CAN ACHIEVE THE OBSTACLES TOGETHER!!! HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY TO ALL SINGAPOREANS!!!

It's been a long time since i last updated my blog... I have a blast yesterday nite thanks to my best friend... I have a very interesting and long chat with my bestfriend... We talk about mostly is rubbish but that what makes it interesting and that what makes me more aprreciative of all of my friends friendship expecially my best and good friends... They have the ability to make me laugh and to get rid of my boredom...Me and my bestfriend were like talking about if he were to open a restaurant and he will be like the boss and i will be like the chef assistanct as i love to cook and also love food... Haha... But that have to cut short when my dad scolds me for like talking on the phone for 3 hours... Its just 3 hours for heaven's sake...

Friends are really indeed part of my life and i really cant ever survive without them as they are my Ohana and in the meaning of Ohana is that Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten... And i can never afford to ever gorget my friendship with all of my friends as they are the one who brighten up my life with their jokes and of course with their silly antics but even the silly things that we do together with friends will always rock...Time has really make me more apreciative of all my friends... Especially when all of us are in different schools and some went to NS and i really miss them all and the more i reminisce about the past the more i will miss them... When can i see all of my friends again??? I really miss them all...Only time will tell...

I have a great time chatting with my best friend, Tauhid today on the phone of course and we chat for nearly two hours... I call him at ard 1o+pm and we ended our chat at around 12.10am as tauhid is kinda feel sleepy but i am not as i make a big mistake of drinking coffee... hahah... Now i cannot even close my eyes...haizz...haha... I really do enjoy chatting with all of my best friends as we can really communicate well with each other and no matter what we do and no matter how stupid it is, it will still rocks as thats what friendship is all about...

Bad response are getting worse from the testimonial area and i have a feeling that i may have done it badly and not doing it full heartedly or is it because i did not know how to approach them?? Hmmm... Why is it that i could not get any response from them?? Why?? Why?? Ann i cant dwell on this matter much as i need to use these holidays to my advantage as my test is up after my holidays and i am weak in Engineering Essential and i need to back up but i am worried about my responsibility to the SYA as i have never fail to do what i am being tasked for no matter how hard it is and all of my time schedule have gone haywire... Haizzz... Help!!! What should i do??

Yesterday, i attend a religious lecture as MAsjid Jamiyah with my cuzzin and the Ustadz is really funny and he is able to deliver his lectures in a very smooth way and it truly engrossed me...He talks about gossip where gossip is more of a bigger sin than murder and having sex and i was totally frightened by it as for now i wont do any gossip especially if i hate anybody as i will not want anyone to take my deeds away from me and i have to take their sins as i gossiped... I guess i should be more quit then... Hmmm... should i?? I think i can still be a big mouth adn talkative but i guess i have to watched the words that come out from my mouth... Insya'allah...