I take back what i have written on the 22nd December post regarding LOVE... Bleuggghh!!! Dont joke around with me... My heart will always close its doors to love... For it has brought nothing but misery and the love that is currently happening are not pure but tainted with the measly humans selfishness... They love not for their loved ones but to take advantage... Love is a joke and a pain in the neck... My heart will never allow even a small ray of love for even right now im still hating it... I may be an emo guy but seeing them those who are not serious in love only makes me laugh and whats with all this sadness??? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

Love can really make people crazy and sometimes stupid isnt it??? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! I rather give my love to Nature who has always been there for me ever since im in primary school... My only friends are the cats and plants at my house and school... Even so... I love them and yet they just disappear from my sight... Once u love them they are gone... Whats the point of loving if they are gone the next day?? Stop joking around me... I will never accept LOVE!!! Definitely!!!

I know i am not suppose to celebrate christmas but christmas are the best holiday ever besides hari raya!!! I just love christmas!!! Its a day of giving and miracles!! Not any miracles but the beauty of nature itself!!! Like the first snowflake that drops from the heavens... Its really beautiful and an outstanding experience!! Ive never witnessed any snow fall but the looks on those who touched the first snowflake touched me in the inside!!!

Lights on the christmas trees glitters like the stars at the sky showing off its beauty to the world... Words just cant describe the beauty of christmas... The voice in my heart regarding the beauty of it can never be expressed in words... Only those who knows me well will be able to understand or feel what my heart is saying right now... I wonder who knows me best huh...

Ive always insulted and despised LOVE... However, i now know that i could never despised LOVE even though i do not have anyone special in life... I may not have a girlfriend however i have lots of special things in my life and i cherished them... Love can be hurtful at times and confusing... However im sure that everyone will agree with me that Love has done more good than harm... Love is a wonderful feeling that all humans possesed and its one of the most precious and powerful gift given by God...

With Love, all evil will perished... Hehe... Ok... That part is basically from my imagination for watching too much anime... But if we were to look at it from the reality point of view ; its true... For example.. my good friend nadiah... She has grown much stronger in controlling her emotions and she will not let even the slightest obstacles stop her instead her Love driven her forward... My uncle's change his ways due to his love for his mother... Even though he's an ex-convict, his love for his mum drives him to change in order to make his mother's happy...

Im really... really... such an idiot aren't i... For dissing love... Uwauuuuggghh... Dissing love is the worst... I cant believe that a person like me who adores Nature and Wildlife actually disses love... That has nothing to do with it but Nature is made up of 4 elements which are Fire, Water, Earh and Wind and lastly Love... What ive always believed is true before i changed... Right now im starting anew... I will no longer care on to what people say about me... I am who i am...

Among all force on Earth, there is nothing as powerful as Love itself... In Animes, through Love, even Death is conquered and defeated... Love may be blind... But it is powerful... Dissing love is an unforgivable act... I guess i will never be forgiven for dissing love huh...

Wars, Suiciders and Riots... Despised them... Despised them even more for those who finds that killing and creating bloodshed is a joy or produce a wonderful feelings... They treat life as a toy... They do not deserve to be call a human being... Even so... It is because of us being a human that we turn out this way... Even so... They are a bunch of idiots who thinks that DEATH and TERROR are the way to solve their problems... What kind of a fool are they??

Teenagers who plans to commit suicide due to some trivial reasons like GF/BF left them, Family Problems, Sick With Their Life... They are STUPID & IDIOTS... Using suicide as a way to solve will only create more problems... I have friends who have tried to kill themselves or attempting suicide by slicing their hands... I despised those who treat life as a toy... My life itself has not been good for the past 19 years... And yet i could not face myself of wanting to attempt suicide even though ive thought of it...

My love for my friends, family and my faith in religion prevents me from doing so... I myself am guilty however i look at it in a positive way to fight my negativity in my heart...

There are lots of beautiful and unexplained beauty in this world. Ranging from different eras and time zone... From the Ancient World to the Middle Ages and finally to the Modern World we are living right now... During the Ancient Times, majestic buildings are build to show to the other ocuntries that they are powerful and they are immortal... Even so... The beauty of the buildings are still admired and envy till this day... Mysteries revolved behind each of this marvels....

Ancient Wold Wonders:

Great Pyramid of Giza , Hanging Gardens of Babylon , Statue of Zeus at Olympia

Temple of Artemis at Ephesus , Mausoleum of Maussollos at Halicarnassus

Colossus of Rhodes and Lighthouse of Alexandria

Middle Ages Wonders:

Stonehenge , Colosseum , Catacombs of Kom el Shoqafa , Great Wall of China

Porcelain Tower of Nanjing , Hagia Sophia , Leaning Tower of Pisa , Taj Mahal , Cairo Citadel

Ely Cathedral , Cluny Abbey

Modern World Wonders:

Channel Tunnel , CN Tower , Empire State Building , Golden Gate Bridge

Itaipu Dam , Delta Works , Panama Canal

Natural Wonders:

Grand Canyon , Great Barrier Reef , Rio de Janeiro , Mount Everest , Aurorae ,

Parícutin , Victoria Falls , Northern Red Sea , Lake Baikal , Galápagos Islands

Deep-Sea Vents , Belize Barrier Reef , Palau

Among all of the wonders ive mentioned... I loves the Natural Wonders the most... Humans may have created wonderful buildings that are praised and envied by many... However to me, Mother Nature creates the best and most wonderful beatuy wonders of all!!! We are still far aways from Nature for Nature has done it for Billions of years ever since the time of dinosaurs... Man Made wonders does excites me but it does not give the feeling of peace and serenity when looking at it... Nature is the best Wonders among all the Wonders of the World.. Even so... These wonders amzazed me in lots of ways and yes... I totally appreciate thier extravagant beauty...

If i were to be surrounded by the beauty of Nature... I will be the most happy person in the world... The Beauty Of Nature are unbeatable even by the most proclaimed beautiful girls in the world... Falling in love with the beauty of nature are the most wonderful!! Nature's beauty are beautiful both the outside and the inside.. Unlike girls who are only beautiful on the outside...

Konichiwa!! Hehahe... How are you guys?? Eh... Who the hell am i asking to?? Haha... Ok.. Thats lame.. Its really weird... I am confident about others' relationship and yet i am not confident about my own... What the heck!? I do not even have a single bloody girlfriend or in any bloody relationship for the past 19 years!!! Haizzz.. Oh well... I just have to let fate and time to decide for im clearly uncertain about my future... VERY uncertain... A guy like me who does not exactly believe in LOVE as LOVE have not yet smitten me... Well except for my love towards my friends, family, animals and the flora and fauna... For now...

Animes, Nature & Wildlife, Books, Games, Mangas and Education are the most important to me... Wow... Im really a NERD!! Ehhhhh?! Not only am i a nerd im also an OTAKU!!! Hehe... Im proud to be one!!! Khafian is a NERD and an OTAKU and i am proud of who i am... Hehe... Phewww... Enough with this!!... I wish my life is like Anime!! I wanna be someone who will be useful to the society and to my friends... From where i stand right now... Im still useless... Only care about animes and mangas and nature.... Ugggghhh... When my life will have a sweeter turn??