Sunday, January 27, 2008

I do not know why i am still writing in this blog... But this is the only way i know on how i can express my emotions and my problems... To me... This blog is like a friend... A friend who are always there to lend a listening ear no matter how foolish my problems are...



I will of course would not bother my bestfriend about my measly problems... or to my friends... They have better things to do then listen to me whine... But... I do not know how to give up... No matter what... I wont... Impossible is not in my books... Well.. with the exception of the social zone... Other than that... i may be able to face them...



Im like the wind... Blowing and landing wherever the wind stops to blow... Im like the water ever changing and calm... Im like fire that burns with fury even with the slightest of misery... Im like earth... Rock headed and do not know how to give up...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

My PeRsOnAlItY qUiRk: Depression




Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.




My current state...and it will continue... My smile and laughter are fake..

Saturday, January 12, 2008

With each passing time...



Hurts in the inside... Whose heart is filled with pain... Pain with no love... Pain with loneliness...



Lost wandering soul... Finding a place in this society... Lonely wandering soul... Doesnt have any companions... Lonely life... Does not belong... No matter which walks of life...



My entire existence is being shoved down a steep cliff... Existence filled with dark flowers... No light passes through... Fake smile... Fake laughter... Beautiful dreams i can never weave...



Hate how people treated me... Hate everything... Hate myself for being me... Hate... Nothing good has ever happen to me... Their smiles... Irritating...



Walking alone in the frozen tundra... the cold emitted... pierced me... that is what i feel... everyday... The whole world has stopped revolving around me... Despair is slowly creeping close to me... slowly leaching to my soul... it invades... It starts to breed...



Every passing time... Pain surrounds me... Nothing helps to remove it... Pain of my life... Pain that it took to juz be me... Pain that people think its in my way of thinking...