hmmm...i am getting really stressed up... mid year exams are just around the corner and i dun think i am that very well prepared. haizz... i am so worried... the only subjects that i have studied are humanities. F&N, Eng, MT. but not maths and science. Anyway, tday was a very bored day for me. i have to go to the mosque alone...how pity.... :( oh well....maybe they dun like me... anyway i will only update my blog after my mid-year exams... Adios...Bye....

Helo everybody... i know that u guys are getting bored of me saying things over and over again...but wat to do... it is because of them i have the motivation to do well. Anyway, friendships are the most important to bring peace. Anyway, i suddenly thinks about them and i know that they atre busy and only by this way, i am able to express my feelings towards my bestfriends. They are Izhar, Sopi, Tauhid, Tipah, Amirah B, Rini, Amalina and Aisha M.N. These are some poems to you guys....

The BEST OF FRIENDS

The best of friends,Can change a frown,Into a smile,when you feel down.

The best of friends,Will understand,Your little trials,And lend a hand.

The best of friends,Will always share,Your secret dreams,Because they care.

The best of friends,Worth more than gold,Give all the love,A heart can hold.

"YOU WERE THERE FOR ME"

Words escape me at this moment that seems like the end yet it is only the beginning when friendships are close and dreams are far you were there for me.

Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad some nearly forgetton yet all dear to the heart you were there for me. In times of trouble and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up.

Through your ever-patient ears to your comforting hugs you were there for me. From that first day when I saw you and knew that you would love me for who I was you were there for me.

And until the day when we are old and gray I will always know that you are there for me.

You Are My Best Friend

You are my best friend through thick and thin. When You reach for my hand you touch my heart. You are The bestest friend that i can have.

You are there for me when i need you the most. You Cheer me up when i am down. If i am about to cry u Make me smile. You are my bestest friend and i can Not lie.

You listen to me and give me advice, advice that comes Straight from the bottom of your precious heart. You are My best friend in the whole wide world and i couldn't ask God for a little bit more.

We are going to grow older, and things will change but our Friendship will forever still remain. I'll make new friends but That won't change because you will always be my best friend.

I'd like to mean as much to you as you mean to me. I'd like to Be some help to you as you have been to me. I'd like to know That as we grow old our lives will change but that our

Friendship will still remain.

Me and you will never be apart maybe in distance but never in Heart for our friendship is way to strong to let it go off just like That.

All i can say is that you are my best friend and i swear to God That i don't want it to change. I may move to a different state but That doesn't mean that our friendship will end, because you will Always be my best friend. No matter what life has destined for us I know that our friendship will never die.

Hellooo... today is the day where no fun and joy is achieved. I dunno the reason why. Why must humans behave like an animal?? or should i say we behave worse than animals?? Let me explain why i give this description. Did u not see what the GI Joes has done to the Iraqi prisoners?? To those who do not know what is Gi Joe, they are the American Soldiers. In a clip, my friend, by the name of Kamal tells me about this clip to me and Sakinah. I was shocked and revolted to hear that. No one who watch this clip will feel happy to see that life has been taken out of this prisoner; unless that person is really heartless or no feelings towards other. The GI JOE actually beheaded the iraqi soldiers. Are they repeating the Vietnam War??? If do, they are not a country that practices peace. Bush claims that their purpose of doing is to show the World the culprits who breaks the Peace. DAMN HIM!!!!!! Compare to him to animals, i think animals deserve to be the President Of America... Anyway, why am i saying all this?? This are some ways where i can xpress my feelings towards Bush. I am a person of peace myself; i do not belive that massacring prisoners are the ways to maintain peace. I believe that Love, Friendship, Trust and Brotherhood are the best ways to maintain peace. Tat is my point basically...

To All Of My Friends...

This poem is dedicated to all of my friends; especially to my Best Friends that bring meaning to my life and they are Izhar, Tauhid, Sopi, Rini, Syikin, Sharifah, Amirah B, Siti Aishah, Aisha M.N, Amalina, Kamal, Asma, Sakinah, Fairuzi, Kok Cheong, Hang Giap, Wendy, Zhao Long, Li Hui, George,Nadia, Habeebah, Grayson, Azri, Khairil, Samsul, Maisur, Sufian and many more...

POEM NO: 1

I ask but one thing of you, only one,That always you will be my dream of you;That never shall I wake to find untrueAll this I have believed and rested on,Forever vanished, like a vision goneOut into the night. Alas how fewThere are who strike in us a chord we knewExisted, but so seldom heard its toneWe tremble at the half-forgotten sound.The world is full of rude awakeningsAnd heaven-born castles shattered to the ground,Yet still our human longing vainly clingsTo a belief in beauty through all wrongs.O stay your hand, and leave my heart its songs!

POEM NO: 2

You have opened up a place in my heart that wasn?t before touched,You have given me your friendship, which means so much.Your comforting words give me peace of mind,Something I thought I could never find.You comfort me and make me whole,You make me laugh and you soothe my soul.And that is why you are the only one I can call My very best friend of all.

A Shocking News....

Japan Plans To Kill More Whales...

Japan has announced its plan to dramatically increase the number of Minke Whales and Sei Whales it will kill this year. The announcement made at the International Whaling Commission's annual meeting in Sorrento,
Italy, indicated that Japann will double the number of Minke Whales and Sei Whales it kills this year.

Iceland and Norway are also continuing commercial whaling, despite an international moratorium on this practice.

(Adapted from an article first published in the Autumn 2004 issue of the RSPCA UK animal life magazine)

As a lover of Animals and Nature, i begged to all of you to send your views on this issue to the SPCA e-mail address at feedback@spca.org.sg. Tanx... this is just my way of helping the SPCA and the RSPCA... this is not an official request... it is just a volunteering effort from me. please help me by giving your views towards the innocent animals. Please help this non-government aided group. Thank You... Your help is greatly appreciated.

Today Is A Fun Day...

Today, my Maths teacher, Mr Lee Chin Han is not in school. I am sad that he is not here but i still glad that he did not come to school. Anyway, i have a glorious time just now... me and Zhao Long talks about Nature and Wildlife. I could not actually believe that there is actually someone who shares the same feelings towards wildlife and Nature. Anyway, although i am happy, but i still feels alone. i have lots of best friends but not all are like Jar, Mira, Kin, Siti Aishah, Aisha M.N, Rini, Sopi, Tipah, Amirah R. Anyway, i will still miss them lot... ( Enough of that reminiscing about the past)... I still enjoy myself just now...talking abt nature and reminiscing about our childhood...it is so funny... when i think it over, i could not actually belive that i actually idolise Sesame Street, Captain Planet, Hippo and Friends and many more... but know i have change ( obviously)...now i am crazy about Harry Potter and my favourite singers and group ( Atomic kitten, Mariah Carey and Celine Dion)

Smile Alwayz.......

The Gift Of Life

My friends always tells me that life is so unfair. I agree with their statement as i myself feels that way too. Although, life has its ups and down, we should be glad that we have this gift. Not everybody can get this special gift. Not all babies born in this world are lucky to see Earth. The reason being is because their gift of life are immediately taken away. As a person who have been bestowed by this gift, i intend to use this gift to do good not evil. That is why i beg to all of you guys to feel appreciative about this gift and not to gloat or cursing that i am unlucky to receive this gift. Use this gift to do good not evil. Only by doing good will we then be embraced by God's blessing.

This post is about the Gift Of Life...

I Miss My Best Friends!!!

Today, for no reason i suddenly think about my bestfriends. If you guys want to know who are my bestfriends, their names are, Muhammad Tauhid, Muhammad Izhar, Sofieeyana(Mrz Taufik), Syikin, Amirah Borhan(Miradess), Amalina, Aisha M.N, Sharifah and Farharini. Let me give brief description on how i get to know them. I have known them for at least 4 to 5 years. I have only known Jar[ i always call him that :) ] and Sopi or prefer to be known as Mrz Taufik...hehe for only 1 year. Although Sopi and Jar have only being my friends for 1 year, i felt as if they have been my friends for at least 5 years.

I am feeling very miserable. Life is just not fair. I do not know why i dun feel comfortable around my other friends. It is like as if they are outsiders to me. I do not know what makes me miss them so much. What i know is that they bring meaning to my life amd it is also because of their encourangement i am actually able to pass my Mathematics. But now, sadly my Maths grades are going down pretty badly. Oh, how i miss them. Life in Secondary will never be the same without them. Since they have left secondary school, i feel so alone and the aura of sadness is always around me. I always feel left out in school. When they are around, i can at least hang out wif them but now... everything is change. Why must i feel this way??? I really miss them... i dunno wat i should do. Ya Allah... Kenapa aku jadi begini?? I always feel alone and left out. Nobody wants to be my friend. For e.g when i go to Friday prayers with Muhammad, Alim and Firdaus, I suddenly have a feeling that they do not like me and i actually parted my self from the group. Ya Allah... Tolonglah hambamu ni... Hanya kepada kau saja hambamu minta pertolongan. Ya Allah.... Tolonglah hambamu ini... I really miss them...

My Views About The Casino

I totally despises the idea of the Parliment to have a casino here in Singapore. I know that i have no rights to overturn the Parliment's decision. But, as a citizen of Singapore, WE have every rights to voice out our opinion about the Casino... From what I have learn in Social Studies, the Singapore Government has followed the footsteps of Switzerland. In Switzerland, her citizens are allowed to have their say if they are unhappy. I do not see the Singapore Government do it to us. I am very surprised that even with all of the different religious groups has given their views about the Casino, the Parliment is still going ahead with their idea on having a casino.

Anyway, i got to go. I will probably write tomorrow. Anyway, in the meantime, let's just wait and see what will happen to Singapore if the idea of casino is still being put to place.