Today, for no reason i suddenly think about my bestfriends. If you guys want to know who are my bestfriends, their names are, Muhammad Tauhid, Muhammad Izhar, Sofieeyana(Mrz Taufik), Syikin, Amirah Borhan(Miradess), Amalina, Aisha M.N, Sharifah and Farharini. Let me give brief description on how i get to know them. I have known them for at least 4 to 5 years. I have only known Jar[ i always call him that :) ] and Sopi or prefer to be known as Mrz Taufik...hehe for only 1 year. Although Sopi and Jar have only being my friends for 1 year, i felt as if they have been my friends for at least 5 years.
I am feeling very miserable. Life is just not fair. I do not know why i dun feel comfortable around my other friends. It is like as if they are outsiders to me. I do not know what makes me miss them so much. What i know is that they bring meaning to my life amd it is also because of their encourangement i am actually able to pass my Mathematics. But now, sadly my Maths grades are going down pretty badly. Oh, how i miss them. Life in Secondary will never be the same without them. Since they have left secondary school, i feel so alone and the aura of sadness is always around me. I always feel left out in school. When they are around, i can at least hang out wif them but now... everything is change. Why must i feel this way??? I really miss them... i dunno wat i should do. Ya Allah... Kenapa aku jadi begini?? I always feel alone and left out. Nobody wants to be my friend. For e.g when i go to Friday prayers with Muhammad, Alim and Firdaus, I suddenly have a feeling that they do not like me and i actually parted my self from the group. Ya Allah... Tolonglah hambamu ni... Hanya kepada kau saja hambamu minta pertolongan. Ya Allah.... Tolonglah hambamu ini... I really miss them...
I am feeling very miserable. Life is just not fair. I do not know why i dun feel comfortable around my other friends. It is like as if they are outsiders to me. I do not know what makes me miss them so much. What i know is that they bring meaning to my life amd it is also because of their encourangement i am actually able to pass my Mathematics. But now, sadly my Maths grades are going down pretty badly. Oh, how i miss them. Life in Secondary will never be the same without them. Since they have left secondary school, i feel so alone and the aura of sadness is always around me. I always feel left out in school. When they are around, i can at least hang out wif them but now... everything is change. Why must i feel this way??? I really miss them... i dunno wat i should do. Ya Allah... Kenapa aku jadi begini?? I always feel alone and left out. Nobody wants to be my friend. For e.g when i go to Friday prayers with Muhammad, Alim and Firdaus, I suddenly have a feeling that they do not like me and i actually parted my self from the group. Ya Allah... Tolonglah hambamu ni... Hanya kepada kau saja hambamu minta pertolongan. Ya Allah.... Tolonglah hambamu ini... I really miss them...
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