I do not know what has happen to me nowadays... everyday i feel depressed over everything and i feel as if something is not complete in my life... i always have this negative feeling in my heart that something bad is going to happen and the more i think of it the more i felt as if i have been forgotten by my friends... like they people do change and sometimes this change maybe good but what have i done wrong to be deprived of this beautiful friendship with my friends??? Or is it because i am a boring type of person that nobody would like to be my friend??? Or is it because i am a type of person who is into religious stuff and that is why i am forgotten??? i am a nobody... i am just a nobody... i am like a 3rd friend meaning if the 1st friend cannot find the 2nd friend, the 1st friend will look for me... i am truly a nobody...nobody likes a nobody...

I am truly sorry for not regularly updating the blog... Ever since the new timetable has been issued, i am very stress with my school work... Anyway, all of you guys will be bored with my updation as i have nothing interesting to share with all of you guys... Anyway, i have just sign up for multiply and i have create a special gallery of my bestest friends ever and i must say that i am proud to have friends like them...You can go to my multiply by just clicking on the link on your right hand corner... Post your comments on my multiply...

I Can't Wait For Tomorrow...

Tomorrow there will be two events that i can't wait to do... The first event will be the release of the NEW Harry Potter Book... Sadly, i can't buy the book on my own as i've got some stuff to do but my mom is going to buy it for me...Ooooh...i juz can't wait...The moment i get my new book, i will immediately engrossed myself reading it and i want to break my record... For the Harry Potter and the Order Of The Phoenix i have read it for like 42 times and i want to break this record by reading the NEW book for 50 times if possible...

Let's side track a bit before i go and explain about my second event... I've been saving money to buy prezzies for my best frens whose bdae is coming on the 6th and 18th of august... I hope i have enough...

For the second event, i am cordially invited according to Ms Song, my favourite F&N teacher to the Siglap's Grand Dinner at the Orchard Hotel...I myself is surprise when Ms Song inform me this information as originally only class manager should attend but unfortunately i am not the class manager i can't attend... When Mdm Zubaidah, my favourite English teacher, inform Rabiah that she will be going to this event, i am like so jealous of her. Foolishly, i say loudly to Alim: " Not fair...Rabiah can go to the event, i cannot... All the good food i can't taste..." And you know what...the whole class laugh including Mdm Zubaidah...you know who laugh the loudest? Kok Cheong a.k.a KC...obviously...

I am so thankful to God that i am invited to this event... I JUST CAN'T WAIT...

I Am Very Angry Toward The Blast At London...

I am currently very much disturbed with the news that a bomb blast has caused lots of chaos and disturbance on the streets of London. I am feeling very mad towards this "terrorist". If this terrorist is a Muslim, i have to say that i am very depressed and ashamed. Being a muslim, i am feeling hurt that lots of Americans, British and more has declare that Islam is not a religion that practice peace but vice-versa. Islam is a religion that practices peace and encourage all Islam followers to make friends with everybody no matter who they are, what colour is their skin or their culture. Is it because of JI and the Al-Qaeda fault that Islam's reputation have to be tarnished? What is their purpose of doing this? What will they achieve by killing innocent people?

This is my theory. They think that by doing these, they will be blessed by God as to them, they do this because of God. That is so stupid is it not? God has never mentioned in the Quran that if you are not happy with the person, you have to kill them. NO SUCH ORDER HAS EVER BEEN GIVEN!!! This is totally utterly rubbish. Did not they realise ny doing so, they are only getting themselves closer to the DOOR OF HELL??? But not to the DOOR OF HEAVEN??? Islam is a religion which will not force anyone to be a muslim if they did not want to... this is Islam...Islam protects the rights of Human Beings not destroy it.

Please, to those who thinks that Islma is evil, please think again as Islam is a religion whereby we practice peace, brotherhood, friendship, love, trust and honesty. I just do not know what this idiotic people are up to. Whoever they are who cause this chaos... REMEMBER THIS...

GOD IS ALWAYS LOOKING... ONE DAY, HE WILL SEND HIS ANGELS WHICH BRING DISASTER TO THOSE WHO TARNISHES AND TO SPREAD LIES ABOUT ISLAM. REMEMBER THE EVENT THAT HAPPEN AFTER CHRISTMAS, 26TH DECEMBER 2005 WHEREBY AN EARTHQUAKE FROM THE INDIAN OCEAN CREATE A TSUNAMI THAT TOO THOUSANDS OF LIFE!!!! THIS IS A WARNING... DO NOT TEST GOD'S PATIENCE...HUMANS HAS DESTROY AND DIRTY THIS EARTH...HEED THIS WARNING BEFORE GOD'S UNLEASH HIS FULL WRATH LIKE HOW IT HAPPEN TO THE PHAROAH DURING THE TIME OF PROPHET MUSA(MOSES)... REMEMBER THIS MY FELLOW FRIENDS, COUSINS AND TO ALL...

Had A Blast Time Yesterday...

Salutations,

I truly would like to apologise for not updating my blog. Anyway, yesterday on Friday, 1st July 2005, i had a blast time hanging out with my GREATEST friends ever. Let me tell you how it goes... i come out of school pretty late at ard 12.45pm as i've got a last minute FnN and its very important too as it is for 'O' level. Anyway, when i reach home, i quickly took a shower and immediately dash to the bus stop to get the bus to go to the Ghufran mosque. Unfortunately it is not my day as i miss the Friday prayers...sob...sob... at least my heart still say that i want to go and it is not as if i come late on purpose... i thought i will reach in time as usually the prayers start around 1.43pm but unfortunately it ends the moment i reach the bus stop. Oh well what to do. So, i wait at the Sports Hall as i wanted to wait for Tauhid. I am HAPPY to see Tauhid and to see my other friends like Azri, Alim, Faris, Fairuzi, Ashaari... anyway, the others went home. It is the nature of Faris to eat after the Friday prayers and so me, tauhid, faris, azri, alim and faris's cousin went to the Mcdonald to have lunch together with sheikh and i forgot his name... Me, tauhid, azri and faris sit together and surprisingly faris volunteer to help to buy our lunch...me and azri make funny comments like hmmm...why is Faris so kind to help us buy our food...there must be a motive....and we laugh so hard....but luckily faris accepted our joke...he is really cool... but i never order anything as i want to go on a diet...hehe...while waiting for our lunch to come, me, azri and tauhid have a long chat...we talk about our school timetable and oh my gosh their time is so different and me and azri are really fed-up as starting next week we will be going home very late...haizz... Faris appear with our lunch...we chat, laugh and make stupid comments....but it is fun... we then head to TM for a stroll and i want to look for the perfect present for Izhar as his birthday is coming.... we also went to Royal Sporting House where i was hoping that i can ask izhar if there is any discount...sadly he is not a permanent staff...sob...we stay and chat wth Izhar for like more than half an hour...but we have to cut short our stroll as Faris has something urgent to attend at his house...and so azri, alim and faris went their separate ways. Me and Tauhid continues our stroll looking around at Tampines central... we went to a game shop where tauhid take a look at all of the PS2 games and tauhid finally manage to find the game that he wants... Shaman King...anyway, we all went home and while waiting for our bus we kept talking...as i have for so long never met him...my bus came and his bus came a few minutes later...and we went home....It is a BLAST...

For today, i do not think i will be happy as i think i have to help around as Abdah is getting married and i am very stress...doing the FnN project part B...very hard... That's all i have to say... Bye...