Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Once again more and more people are creating trouble and thus create more problems... Why must they behave this way??? This i refer to the Indians and the Jews people who burns the holy quran and i did not know whether i could trust the source given or not but this clearly shows that they did not respect other people's religion and why must they burn the Quran?? The quran did nothing wrong... It is us, the humans who did wrong but are coward to tell or show them that they are wrong...Islam does not teach terrorism or create trouble...Instead it teaches about the importance of loving and caring for each other no matter the skin, color, race or religion... It is us who creates trouble and i feel really sad and devastated for these people as their action will only cause more harm and i hope that this will never happen especially during this time where terrorist attacks are on the rise... Whatever it is, i leave it to Allah and only Him can decide the punishment for them... Wallahu'alam...






I have a great time at my Sports and Wellness today as i kinda slack a bit but still i did play badminton as i do not want to harm myself as sports is kinda very "dangerous"...hehe...Anyway, nothing much happened except for seeing weird people today... One who is a guy wearing a girl's clothes and boy was i surprised when i saw that and i was like laughing loud to myself when i saw and luckily it is not me alone... If not, i feel paiseh... hehe... Tomorrow i got my SYA meeting and response for the AGM Testimonial is pretty bad and i do not know what to do next.. I guess i have to wait for tomorrow... Haizzz...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I have a great time at my INA lessons just now... The reason is because i am beginning to learn how to use Dreamweaver... hmmm... Sounds interesting... At first i have to do my web page at note pad but now i have to do it on Dreamwaver... yippee!! I now can finally beautify my own blogskin which i have juz made but it does not turn out nice... I just can't wait... And today also all of my classmates sign a get well card for my classmate, Raja Nur Atiqah who is now in coma at SGH...



Me and my friends will be visiting her this Thursday after my INA lessons... I hope her conditions will be better... I am just shocked and surprised when i heard the news as she was jumping and laughing about and the next thing, she fainted... This really makes me feel that time for us on Earth is short and i have to treasure it well and it has really open my heart... I really do not want to see any of my friends lying on a hospital bed as it really pains me so and it will only make me more and more emotional and of course lost in my own world... Especially if any of my best and close friends are in a hospital i will be more devastated as they are my Ohana and i cannot stand to see any of them being hurt in any way..



I am also frustrated with my PIE teacher as i only miss one of his lesson due to Student Council and my attendance is 95%... I was so furious when my INA teacher informed me about my PIE attendance... ARGH!!! Is my PIE teacher that blur?? I always come and always punctual for his lessons and yet this happens.!!! This is so NOT FAIR!!!I have half a mind to shout my mind off at him but luckily i managed to calm myself down and tomorrow i will confront him and ask nicely why is my attendance that low... This teacher is going to make me fail my entire module!!! ARGHHH!!!! Haizzz... Oh well... I hope tomorrow will be a better one and i hope that there will be good news on Atiqah... Maybe i will ask Mariannah on how her condition is... Hmmm...



Am i or am i not arrogant?? That is the question... I have the feeling that my attitude has changed but i do not know whether i have really changed or not... Can someone tell me??? I just have a feeling that my attitude towards my secondary school friends has changed i think... Help!! Someone please tell me whether i have changed or not... Why is this happening to me??? Why??? Am i being arrogant or a stuck up snob??? Why is it that this is happening???

Monday, June 26, 2006

Today, i juz have my Engineering Essential and it turns out fairly well and i cannot commen much as i have no confidence in it but i did try my best... I am proud of myself for nt giving up as EE is like Physics and i totally despises Physics but i stand my ground and study hard and now i juz have to wait for the results... Tomorrow my teacher will go through the entire textbook and i've got a Theory Test after my holidays and the test will be like from all chapters... Wow... I wonder if i can do it...






I really do not know what to blog about... Hmmm...Should i watch or should i not watch soccer??? Hmmm... Oh yeah... I just heard news from my classmates that one of my classmates, Atiqah is being admitted to SGH as she collapses while during her Floorball Practice and i was really surprised and shocked... I hope she is not in a critical state but according to Mariannah, she is now in CCU.. Whatever that is... Luckily its nt ICU... I hope that Atiqah is fine... Me and my friends are planning to visit her but we dunno when... I hope the whole class can visit her... I really do care for my friends and i hope that she will be fine...



Lots of news are emerging regarding about N.Korea, Iran and Iraq... Why is it that President Bush did not say anything when Israel also creates Nuclear Weapons and attacked Palestin?? Is that what we call fair in law??? Why is it that it must be always N.Korea and Iran??? Israel are also in the wrong and they are the one who create more trouble and Iran and N.Korea have not even do any countries and yet, USA interferes the countries affairs... How about Israel?? Why is it that USA did not interferes?? Is this DEMOCRACY??? World Peace are slowly disappearing and it is all due to Bush's actions which is to start a war... I understand about TERRORISM and i too despises them and i understand USA actions towards it but could not they settles it in a peaceful manner instead of using war as an option?? I have always respected USA for its laws and fairness but now... Why has USA become this way??? I could not stand to see more innocent lives are being taken away... I hope peace will be achieved again and i believe that there must be a reason why USA act this way... I hope that Peace will once again shine this earth...

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Yesterday event was a very breathtaking event for me as it is the day where i will be taking my INA Phase Test... The reason being is that i am very nervous and i cannot afford to fail any of my modules as i want to further my education further and do not want to stop my education from ITE.... When i received the task i was suppose to do, it turns out fairly easy to do but i still cannot be overconfident as i may have some error that my rteacher have spotted which i did not.. Overall, i think i can pass and i hope that i will be the top in class...Insya'allah






Listed below are some of love phrases which i find really sweet and of course touch my heart and affects me both physically and emotionally.





  1. "As Constant As The Stars Above, We Will Always Love You"




  2. "There Is Nothing Far Greater Than The Power Of Love; Not Even Death Can Separate Two Lovers Apart"




  3. "When One's Heart Is In love, Every Obstacles Can Be Accomplished No Matter How Difficult Is The Obstacles"




  4. "Love Is More Powerful Than Death"




  5. "Those Whose Heart Has Been Filled With The Pureness Of Love Will Never Be Able To Succumb To The Dark Side"




  6. "A Mother's Love Is Worth More Than All The Treasure Both Hidden And Revealed On This Earth"

  7. All of this phrases affects in one way or another... It makes me think about my family and friends and of course nt forgetting my animal friends... Love indeed can be deadly in lots of ways where a guy will go to all trouble in order to show his love for a girl and goes the same for the girl... That is why lots of people say that LOVE is not worth to die for but to me, having the ability to love our girlfriends and families are one whole lot different... The feeling is magical and it really touches your heart... We will only realise when that person truly loves us when he or she have gone abroad or have been called by god and only then will we realised that he or she truly loves but it is not always the case and we can see it simply at our parents... A mother's love is unmeasurable and this we all know and that is why a mother's love will not be able to substituted by another people's love...


Friday, June 16, 2006

I really miss the old good times in secondary school and today has really make me realised that... When i was hanging out with fairuzi, alim, azri, raziz and andika... It flashes back memories which really touched my heart and i am glad that their memories are still part of me... We had such good times together even when we make chaotic trouble for the teachers... That is when i am in sec 3 and sec 4... But to me that is not important as even though they cause trouble for the teachers, it is their friendship and their class spirit that really makes me feel blessed for having friends like them... During that very special two years for me during my sec 3 and sec 4, Mr Tharmend was the best form teacher ever and we had a great time having him as our form teacher... I really could not get rid of this wonderful memory which has now made a very important ordeal in my life... Also not forgetting my 5N class... Even though Mr Tharmend is not our form teacher, Mdm Zubaidah is also the best teacher ever and i will never be able to forget her and all of my friends especially in 5N3 and to summarise it, i will never want to forget their friendship from all the 5Ns and the 2004 batch....



Among all of these memories, there are some which i intend to get rid of but no matter how hard i tried, i will never be able to let it go from my heart and mind... All of the good and wonderful memories with all of my friends i will always cherished them but memories of which i have been hurt countless times, i will forever despise the memory and i will not want to cherish the memory let along being their friend.



All of my friends from 5N1, 5N2 and 5N3 and 4C are the best memories ever with the exception of si fulan whose starting name starts with S and end with an I who has hurt my feelings among that times but i wont mention it... But whatever it is, i am thankful to have friends like them... I really thank god for giving me such good friends.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Hello all... I have changed my blog skin again and this time i am really impressed as it really matches myself as a Harry Potter freak and i will still be a Harry Potter fan.I hope you guys like the new skin at my blog..heex... Anyway its been long since i updated my blog as i am very busy with my school work and dun think that i am in ITE and that does not mean that i am free but i am actually busy as my phase test is coming for my INA and EE... And also i do not know what to post.







Nothing has happen to me with the exception of me taking my basic driving theory test with my best friend and i enjoy my time at ITE as i get to learn new skills and somehow that most of my classmates are like my secondary school friends. One example is like Yihang who is like my friend whom i hate very much as both of them have almost the same characteristics...Both like to show off but with he exception of my frined at secondary school is that he is uncouth and tactless and Yihang on the other hand is heartless. arrogant and such an irritating freak.



Oh well... But nevertheless i make quite a few good friends like Winnie, Yua Zheng, Alvin, Sua Ting, Su Cheng, Dawn, Lit yong,Xiao Fang, Andika and Shahrom... They are really funny and kind and i like hanging around with them as they make me feel that i am in my secondary school life where i get to hang around wif my friends and feel happy about it and boy was i lucky that i get to know them all...I feel really blessed with my new friends and this makes me very happy in class and i hope that my friendship with them will last like how with my secondary school friends....Their friendship are like diamonds in the world and they are priceless and i will not trade their friendship for anything else and i would like to say this... Thank you for being my friend...