I have a great time at my INA lessons just now... The reason is because i am beginning to learn how to use Dreamweaver... hmmm... Sounds interesting... At first i have to do my web page at note pad but now i have to do it on Dreamwaver... yippee!! I now can finally beautify my own blogskin which i have juz made but it does not turn out nice... I just can't wait... And today also all of my classmates sign a get well card for my classmate, Raja Nur Atiqah who is now in coma at SGH...
Me and my friends will be visiting her this Thursday after my INA lessons... I hope her conditions will be better... I am just shocked and surprised when i heard the news as she was jumping and laughing about and the next thing, she fainted... This really makes me feel that time for us on Earth is short and i have to treasure it well and it has really open my heart... I really do not want to see any of my friends lying on a hospital bed as it really pains me so and it will only make me more and more emotional and of course lost in my own world... Especially if any of my best and close friends are in a hospital i will be more devastated as they are my Ohana and i cannot stand to see any of them being hurt in any way..
I am also frustrated with my PIE teacher as i only miss one of his lesson due to Student Council and my attendance is 95%... I was so furious when my INA teacher informed me about my PIE attendance... ARGH!!! Is my PIE teacher that blur?? I always come and always punctual for his lessons and yet this happens.!!! This is so NOT FAIR!!!I have half a mind to shout my mind off at him but luckily i managed to calm myself down and tomorrow i will confront him and ask nicely why is my attendance that low... This teacher is going to make me fail my entire module!!! ARGHHH!!!! Haizzz... Oh well... I hope tomorrow will be a better one and i hope that there will be good news on Atiqah... Maybe i will ask Mariannah on how her condition is... Hmmm...
Am i or am i not arrogant?? That is the question... I have the feeling that my attitude has changed but i do not know whether i have really changed or not... Can someone tell me??? I just have a feeling that my attitude towards my secondary school friends has changed i think... Help!! Someone please tell me whether i have changed or not... Why is this happening to me??? Why??? Am i being arrogant or a stuck up snob??? Why is it that this is happening???
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