I have a great time today thanks to my bestest friend, Tauhid... We meet at Pasir ris MRT interchange at 7.00am as Tauhid has to go to CMPB for his check up for NS and i accompany him as i have nothing to do at home and also to hang out with Tauhid as he is like a brother whom i will never have...Anyway, the whole trip took at least around 5o min to Redhill as we depart from Pasir ris at 7.30am and i was like so sleepy back then and i actually take up two space... Hahahah Tauhid wasl ike laughing away when i tell him that as a lot of people want to sit but unfortunately they cant squeeze no matter how hard they try...

Upon reaching Redhill, we hire a cab and we go to the CMPB and i was like saying to Tauhid that it was such a waste of time to go to this check up and me and tauhid laugh... Hahahah... I cant believe that i have to surrender my HP as it got camera and i feel kinda naked without my handphone... After Tauhid has take his measurements, he went in to the Medical Center to have his check up and i waited for him at the lobby for at least 4 hours!!! But luckily for me i bring some stuff to entertain me... I make quite a few acquitance over there...While waiting, i was like imagining to myself about NS and the very thought sends shiver down my spine as i am not scared of check up but scared of NS...Brrr... It really makes me cold inside just thinking about it... One of them is of course Chiko... After waiting for at least 2hrs, i went in to the center to sit inside as i kinda feeling lethargic and the time was like 11.30am and tauhid is still doing his test...

At around noon, tauhid has completed his test and we head off to Wisma Atria to take back his PSP from Sony... Tauhid then inform me about Chiko and i was like saying to him that i tink i know that guy but i dunno where i heard from him... According to tauhid he's a singer and he's from Anugerah and Chiko was like really cool.. Love his hair style... Wish i can have his kind of hairstyle... After taking his PSP, tauhid accompanies me to library as i plan to borrow books... While heading there, me and tauhid run into saidil and shazni... I was like surprised by that and i was really glad to see saidil as i have so long never hang out with him... I was kinda happy... Anyway, they have to go off as they went to get porridge at Afghanistan...

At the library, tauhid was flipping over soem magazines and i was looking for interesting books and i come across one of my favourites... None other than Lord Of The Ring!!! But, unfortunately for me i am not in the mood to borrow books as i was like coughing and like no energy to read books and we head off home after that and overall, i have a wonderful time thanks to tauhid...

Signing Off: Muhammad Khafian

Have you ever feel that we are sometimes being treated like the end of the alphabet by our friend?? When they really need something from us, then they will come looking for us... This excludes my bestfriends... I feel that some of my friends treated me that way... I juz do not know why but i can just feel it... Is it just me or is it that i am being paranoid?? I sometimes feel that i am not a fren that most of my friends would like to have... I am not interested in sports, i am not interesting, i am a boring person... I guess thats why they make me as the last resort when want to hang out with... Maybe i am being paranoid but that is what i feel everytime and this makes me really thinking on what i should do... I nvr change what i am truly inside as being myself is what most people would like and not to change yourself to whom u are not in order to be liked... But this sometimes make me feel that this is not working but still i did not change myself as that is not me but nevertheless, i still feel lost and clueless on whether i am worthy to be around all of my sec sch friends...

Friendship is like a Sakura tree where the flowers bloom in the Spring season... Those who look at the beauty of the sakura tree will be entranced by its beauty and will feel relaxed and calm and to me; that is what i feel whenever i am making friends as every friends resembles a flower on the sakura tree where each flower has its own beauty and in every crown of the tree, special friends are made and these special friends are my bestfriends whom i consider them as brothers and sisters which i will never have... Below the crown are my group of good friends and thus follows by my friends and in this tree of mine is very special as this is my TREE OF FRIENDSHIP and in this tree, all of my friends are part of my life and without them i will be very lonely as they fill up the emptiness in my life...

My Exam for my Engineering Essential has finally ended!!! What a relief and thank god that i only have one paper and finally my Holiday has started and it will be only like for 4 weeks and it is like so short.. Oh well.. My day start off pretty boring and i cant believe that i actually fall asleep while my teacher is revising... Oh man... hope i can pass; Ooopss... Not pass... I want to get an A... That is very important for me...

I am actually kinda bored... Oh yeah!!! I tink i will write about what i have been doing for the 9 & 10th september... I have a blast at SYA's chalet on the 9th and 10th... I come to the chalet at 10.30am to accompany Nadiah... I thought Nadiah got bring some food as it was suppose to be a chalet but sadly, there's none and i was like so hungry... Hhahah!!! Fortunately for me, there's my all favourite hindi on TV2 entitled Pardes and i was like so engroossed with the show that i forgot all about me being hungry and futhermore, the song was like one of my favourite!! The song "I Love India" reminds me about the time when i go to the India trip... How i miss India...I miss India going to india with mr tharmend, tauhid, khairil, faizal, beebah, mrs poh, jasmine, asyron, julie, dean, sufi, natasha, hasannah, fatin, zachary, brian and melvyn... How i wish i can go to India again with the same group of people...

Hmmmm... My day is kinda fun and i am glad that i have a great time today as i get to meet fairuzi, tauhid, alim, maisur, azri, raziz, faris, khairil and syamsul as if is just after our Friday prayers... I thought saidil say he want to go Friday prayers with me... But... Oh well... Its ok... haha... Miss hanging out with saidil... Anyway, we all eat at Burger King with the exception of me, Alim and Tauhid... Alim have to meet his fren and Tauhid have to work at canteen and i am in no mood to eat fast food... While eating, Syamsul is acting all funny and crazy and we are like making a hell of a noise and we depart by planning outside of burger king on where to go next...

Before deciding, Khairil wants to buy bubble tea and so we head to Sweet Talk and i order myself an Ice Blended chocolate and it does nt tasste that good and the decision on where to go decides here where Faris and Syamsul want to go to Ubi to register for their Final Theory Test and after that Faris have to go to 77th Street HQ to collect some vouchers for tomorrow's event at siglap... At first we all want to go and follow but the place is so far... The HQ is located at Bishan and we are lazy to go... The WE is referring to me, fairuzi, raziz, azri and maisur

Maisur went home and so me, raziz and azri went to fai's house to slack around as we have no idea where to go and all of us dun want to go home early as there is nothing for us to do... And so upon reaching fai's house, we are greeted by fai's mom and we all are like a little bit shy... Especially me... hahah... Me always shhy when first time go someone's home... And anyway, fai's mum give us Nasi Lemak to eat and it was YUMMMMMYYYY!!!! As always i eat the most... I take 2 chicken while azri, raziz and fai only take 1 and i was like so paiseh... Fai, raziz and azri then play winning eleven ten and fai was like winning both Raziz and Azri and when azri wasp laying the game with raziz... me was like saying if you get a goal, i will give you $30 and he scores and i have to give him $30 as i am a type of person who never breaks his word and so i will give azri $30 during Hari Raya...

We departed from Fairuzi's house at 0930pm and i feel like lazy to go home as i am having a blast and i am kinda feeling bloated and lazy to walk and azri too feels the same way and we feel like sleeping over at fai's house... hahah... I have indeed a great time today... As i am able to hang out with my friends and i feel so happy that i cant sleep right now...