Have you ever feel that we are sometimes being treated like the end of the alphabet by our friend?? When they really need something from us, then they will come looking for us... This excludes my bestfriends... I feel that some of my friends treated me that way... I juz do not know why but i can just feel it... Is it just me or is it that i am being paranoid?? I sometimes feel that i am not a fren that most of my friends would like to have... I am not interested in sports, i am not interesting, i am a boring person... I guess thats why they make me as the last resort when want to hang out with... Maybe i am being paranoid but that is what i feel everytime and this makes me really thinking on what i should do... I nvr change what i am truly inside as being myself is what most people would like and not to change yourself to whom u are not in order to be liked... But this sometimes make me feel that this is not working but still i did not change myself as that is not me but nevertheless, i still feel lost and clueless on whether i am worthy to be around all of my sec sch friends...
Friendship is like a Sakura tree where the flowers bloom in the Spring season... Those who look at the beauty of the sakura tree will be entranced by its beauty and will feel relaxed and calm and to me; that is what i feel whenever i am making friends as every friends resembles a flower on the sakura tree where each flower has its own beauty and in every crown of the tree, special friends are made and these special friends are my bestfriends whom i consider them as brothers and sisters which i will never have... Below the crown are my group of good friends and thus follows by my friends and in this tree of mine is very special as this is my TREE OF FRIENDSHIP and in this tree, all of my friends are part of my life and without them i will be very lonely as they fill up the emptiness in my life...
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