Life of an Otaku

What i have posted at my previous blog have indeed come true... With the exception of my bestfriend, Tauhid n Fairuzi and good friends KC, HG, Grace, Brenda and Kamal... The rest of my friends have indeed change and their changes have truly made them like a stranger to me... I can really feel the differences in them than last time when we are in secondary school and i know that no one except my best and good friends will care to listen to my feelings regarding the changes... The very essence of their friendship are like souls lingering meaninglessly with no means of directions... I guess it is true then to what i have posted at my previous blog entry...

They no longer treat me the same way as last time... Their treatment like now are really cold and i seem to have lost them as friends... Let's just say that all of my friends are like being "arrogant" and i feel that they are no longer the friends whom i have known for 5 years in Siglap Secondary School... Those friends are like strangers to me right now and i feel that they will only remember me when they were suppose to have something to be done and etc... One example is when some of them will call me when i have to come for something and even though i am glad and happy to come i feel that my presence will only make sure that it will make it "look good" as more people means more fun or smth like that...

Hari Raya is coming and i dunno if i should be jumping up and down for it... Going out to my cuzzin houses will definitely be a blast... This year hari raya me and tauhid plan to go to all our ex-siglapians friends and rit now i feel doubtful that we are able to go... Very doubtful... Seeking forgiveness are one of the reasons i want to go Hari Raya for i knw i have made mistakes to my friends and i hope that on this special month my doubtfulness towards my friends to me will change...

I would like to end this blog by saying this: "Ku-susun sepuluh jari meminta ampun pada bulan Ramadhan dan Lebaran yang mulia ini kepada semua kawan-kawanku."