Hmmm... i have a great time yesterday at my cuzzin house... The fun and all... Hehehe... Makes me forget all the unnecesarry situation that makes me infuriated and depressed... Ahhh... The month of April will be so packed with all of my friends birthday... What should i do??? Hmmm... Maybe i can ask grace and brenda if they wanna make a little party for fairuzi, hang giap and habeebah... hmmmm... I wonder... If they agree that will be so cool!! I just love celebrating all of my friends birthday especially my good friends and bestfriends!!! Hehe...
And not forgetting that i will be treating my best buddies to Ben & Jerry's... Hehe.. I wonder if they will be free... Nah... I hope they won't be free... Hahah... Just joking... A promise is a promise and i never ever break my promise... Hehe... I cant believe that i am slowly beginning to becoming an Anime freak!!! Argggghh!! Im actually forcing my parents to bring me to go to Japan in order for me to buy some Japanese Anime!! But my parents are reluctant to do that... Sobsobsob...
Hmmmm... Maybe i can ask my aunt and uncle to try and convince them.. Or maybe i should twiggle them around my little finger huh... Hahah.. How evil of me.. Im capable of doing that though... But it will only make me sound like "anak manja" or in english "spoiled child"... Hhehe.. Thats me.. and no one can change who you are in the inside except for some of my nature which have change due to certain events which have happened and im not liking it though... One of them is this : "HATRED". For 18 years i do not know the meaning and feeling of hatred.. But the moment i reach at the age of 19, certain events happened which caused my heart to actually have hatred in it.. The void is appearing in my heart... HATRED is slowly enveloping me.. And im trying not to let this get into me for i am a typical teenager who value peace, love, kindness and not hatred...
Certain things need to be taken into action regarding this void of mine... Something precious of mine has been threatened and i will do anything to protect it from those who seek to destroy it.. Hhehe... How nostalgic... Hhaha.. So not me.. Oh well... I just hope i am able to go to Japan around this year and i am currently waiting for the Japanese Anime VCDs which i have ordered...
DN Angel, Fruits Basket, Kyou Kara Maou, Eyeshield 21, Detective Conan... Haahaha.. These are the titles of the anime i ordered... And it all totalled nearly $400+++... Wow!!! i hope i have enough cash to pay when it comes to my doorstep... Hahah.. And not to mention of a jacket i ordered from Warner Brothers.. A Harry Potter jacket and it only cost $49.90!! That cheap huh and oh yeah not forgetting the shipping price and im still pondering if i want to buy Lord Of The Rings collectible... hmmmm... Maybe i should cut down of my spending expenditure... Oh well... Overall... Im a HAPPY TEENAGER even though a void has appear in my heart...
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