Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I've just heard the most amazing news ever!! Firstly, it has to do with this so call my friend, i do not know if i can still call her that, but anyway, her issues are like so predictable, that you actually need not bother of trying to console her. It's simply just a waste of your time, and honestly, it is a waste of your time. Listening to her nonsensical ranting, while actually you can do something much better, like watching animes or even learn another language??

That's why, whenever she got a problem, and usually have to do with relationship, and that i heard they are breaking up, i do not feel anything at all for her you know. It's like alright... when i first time heard, i feel sorry for her, but then after a while, it just gotten sicker and sicker, and eventually makes me so irritated that i heck care about her problems, and just pretend to put on my listening ear, but in fact i hear nothing. It's the same old story, old shit... and you will still get to know the outcome, let's say maybe the earliest 3 days, or the longest, 1 month?

If that were to be made into a movie, i will definitely know what the critics would say: This show is down the drain. Its redundant, and foolish. I can just like not bother about my friend problem. Call whatever you want about me, evil, or heartless. I would rather listen to boring lectures than her so call 'big' problem, which in turn solve itself, and then break apart once again, and then solve once again. It's basically a never ending story. If this were to be a marriage, you can only do it three times... and like wow, they have been like Break & Patch for god knows how much. Had your fun in your own Theme Park?

Enough about that 'friend' of mine. Regarding about the video that sparked outrage of the netizens. I think it can be classified under the same as the Jack Neo Scandal? or maybe not. I was utterly shocked to see the video, and what's more, it's from my own school. Damn! I am like the Alumni of that school, and i am utterly embarrassed that this actually had taken place. It's either the guy is dumb, or the one who posts the video online is dumb. Are they seriously thinking straight that what they are doing is actually cool? Hitting a girl is cool?? Since when? The guy must have forgotten about how the Singapore Laws protect the girls strongly...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I simply love the Anime Seasons line up! It's simply just amazing! It helps me to break free from my problems, and also not to worry about problems I am facing. You know, being alone definitely has lots of its benefit. First of all, you need not need to worry about hurting others, or that you will not even think so much on how they did not even contact you at all, while we, here will be wondering if we would be bothering if we called them, or would they even remember you.

People always say that i am being paranoid when i say that i am devoid of my friends, or that they did not even remember me, while i will keep constantly wondering about how they are doing and all, and yet, they whom you have been closed for a while, did not even give any piece of shit about you, it just hurts you deeply inside. I am not saying names, but that's what i feel. They only expect you to listen when they have problems, and when we got problem, they will not care, and treat their problems as if it was simply the biggest of it all.

They find it hilarious when you are doing something you like. They did not give you the encouragement, that you would expect from someone close to you, or worse. They simply just cut all relationship with you, without explaining the reason behind their sudden breaking up of friendship. Man, I am really hurt you know... but do they care? No... they think they are the Master of the World, and I, am but just a lowly servant in their eyes. At times, i wish i never have friends - they only hurt you - only when they need something, or to want to have their event filled with more people, only then, they will remember you... that is simply rubbish.

As Thoreau has once said, "I have never find a companion that was so companionable as solitude." And, I have to agree with him. In fact, I support his words! Being in solitude is far much better, than having friends whom you thought they care for you, but in the end, they dun give a bloody damn at all about you. I am thankful for a few of friends, whom I consider as my true friends, and I cherish them with all of my heart. I will not say who... but if you are good in reading people's faces, you will know if you are my true friend, or that i had fun when hanging out... then, I like you, and i treasure your friendship. Other than that, I simply go along for the sake of it, and that, I only want to save your face.