Life of an Otaku

I simply love the Anime Seasons line up! It's simply just amazing! It helps me to break free from my problems, and also not to worry about problems I am facing. You know, being alone definitely has lots of its benefit. First of all, you need not need to worry about hurting others, or that you will not even think so much on how they did not even contact you at all, while we, here will be wondering if we would be bothering if we called them, or would they even remember you.

People always say that i am being paranoid when i say that i am devoid of my friends, or that they did not even remember me, while i will keep constantly wondering about how they are doing and all, and yet, they whom you have been closed for a while, did not even give any piece of shit about you, it just hurts you deeply inside. I am not saying names, but that's what i feel. They only expect you to listen when they have problems, and when we got problem, they will not care, and treat their problems as if it was simply the biggest of it all.

They find it hilarious when you are doing something you like. They did not give you the encouragement, that you would expect from someone close to you, or worse. They simply just cut all relationship with you, without explaining the reason behind their sudden breaking up of friendship. Man, I am really hurt you know... but do they care? No... they think they are the Master of the World, and I, am but just a lowly servant in their eyes. At times, i wish i never have friends - they only hurt you - only when they need something, or to want to have their event filled with more people, only then, they will remember you... that is simply rubbish.

As Thoreau has once said, "I have never find a companion that was so companionable as solitude." And, I have to agree with him. In fact, I support his words! Being in solitude is far much better, than having friends whom you thought they care for you, but in the end, they dun give a bloody damn at all about you. I am thankful for a few of friends, whom I consider as my true friends, and I cherish them with all of my heart. I will not say who... but if you are good in reading people's faces, you will know if you are my true friend, or that i had fun when hanging out... then, I like you, and i treasure your friendship. Other than that, I simply go along for the sake of it, and that, I only want to save your face.