Life of an Otaku

Salutations,

I suddenly have this feeling again. it is not a bad feeling at all...i just can't describe it...anyway, i suddenlt miss them...while i was listening to this song, i dunno the name but it somehow makes my heart heavy and it is like pining to meet them... what i am trying to say is, my heart misses my bestfriends... i just suddenly feels it.... i just miss them...they are like brothers and sisters to me and i just can't bear to be apart from them...i dunno what makes me miss them so much...is it because of their Friendship which is beyond words???

But what i do know is that, they are the type of friends that i have been looking for and thank you, Allah S.W.T for making them appear in my life...they are what i call True Friends where caring, love, friendship is important to them... they care about me everytime...but have i ever done smth to make them feel happy?? or to make them feel that my friendship wif them has ever been meaningful??? Have i cared for them like how they care for me??? Have I???? My Mind and Heart are confused... All of my friends are great, friends in Siglap this year and friends from ITE this year...they are really great...but what can i offer to them??? I dun have anything...i jsut dunno how to pay back their kindness and caring towards me...I am really depted to them.... I wish i can pay them back 4 their kindness...