Life of an Otaku

Salutations,

Its been a tiring day for me...have to go to school during the holidays and oh,how i detest it...It is so drag...anyway, nothing fun has ever happen to me besides talking to my very good friends Liyana and Nadia about the person we hate...and they were surprised when they find out that i hate that person...i really could not say much as this is a secret between me, Liyana and Nadia... To those who is nervous, rest assured it is not any of you guys but instead he is the person who has hurt me and not forgetting hurting my Bestfriend feelings...Oh, how i regret considering that boy who has hurt me and my bestfriend feeling to be my close friend...i just wish i have not met him and i thought he is a good friend but it turn out to be the other way... Did he not realise his mistakes??? Did he not try to make an attempt and ask me why I never like him and did he not ever seek forgiveness whenever he is in the wrong??? Let me show you a situation, when i hurt his feelings, he expects immediate apology...But when he hurts my feelings and not forgetting, my bestfriend feelings, he did not immediately seek frogiveness...What kind of attitude is this i ask you??? Even during Hari Raya, he did not even made an attempt to seek forgiveness to us but instead me and my bestfriend seek forgiveness...and we did not even invite him to join us during Hari Raya...he just busy-body follow us...Arrgghh...The moment he joins us, the whole ambience change... He is like a black plaque...I am still waiting for him to learn his lesson...i have long forgiven him but i have lost my confidence and trust in order to befriend him... If you guys want to know, the person's name is Shazni...I have nothing more to say as he may denies this information and claims that i am just creating a story...but would i lie to you guys when i have been hanging around with him for more 2 years??? What kind of behavior have i not seen...I have no courage in saying this to him in person and that is why i am hoping that he will read this and realised his mistake... My intention is good...but what can i do??? I am still a Muslim after all and forgiveness is virtue...Yes, i have forgiven him, but it will took a long time for me to accept his friendship...His friendship with me have long been broken like crystal...Once again, please forgive me if I have hurt any of you guys feelings...