Clannad ~After Story~

Clannad ~After Story~ one of the best Romantic Animes I have ever seen apart from Kanon 2006. Clannad ~After Story~ is the sequel after the hit anime, Clannad. This anime taught us about the importance of friends and family. The story goes with the Protagonist in Clannad, Tomoya Okazaki who have a feud with his father ever since the injury he recieved during a fight with his father 3 years ago resulting him in unable to play his favourite sport which is Basketball. Ever since then he was labelled as a delinquent in school along with his friend, Youhei Sunohara who for some reason became a delinquent due to a scene involving the Soccer Club.

Tomoya Okazaki life's however begins to change when he met Magisa Furukawa, the main heroine of Clannad. Nagisa Furukawa plays a major part in Tomoya Okazaki's life and with each day passes by, his attitude and thinking begins to change. He begins to help Nagisa Furukawa to set up the Drama Club again after she has confided in him about how she loves Drama and her desire to have the Drama Club re-established. With each season passes by... His love for her begins to bloom and on the last day of the Cultural Festival, he asked her out... I'm skipping explaining most of it as I would recommend all of you to watch Clannad. It's the best, romanctic and touching anime ever...

To those who have not watched the movie, please don't watch it... Watch Clannad ~After Story~ first... I have watched the movie and it was really touching... I can only say this... Tomoya Okazaki went into a depression for 5 years after the death of Nagisa Furukawa and they have only been married for a year. I...I really can't go on... J...just thinking about it bring tears to my eyes... I would recommend all of you to watch it. It's really good! In fact, I give a rating of 5 stars!!!

Niagara Falls

The Niagara Fall! One of Nature's Majestic Beauty, Strength and Power! It's really beautiful isn't it? No words could explained the breathtaking and wonderful sight of Niagara Falls! It's a perfect place for a honeymoon!!! Tee hehe hehehe...

I've heard a story about the Niagara Falls... They say... To those couples who went inside the Niagara Falls, the guy will always proposed to the girl... It's as if Niagara Falls itself is the home to the Angel of Love... tee hehe hehe... although I do not believe in love; nevertheless it is still an interesting legend isn't it? although my very reason of wanting to go to the Niagara Falls is to view the beautiful and wonderful scenery!! although it will be pretty weird huh for a lonesome guy to go to one of the most romantic places in the world... Oh well... Hahahahaha... I wish I will be able to go to the Niagara Falls... not only that... I want to see the Pyramids... They say there are curses and everything!! Wow!! Although I know it's not real but still... Ahhhhhh... It is really damn interesting...

I want to go to Loch Ness... To see the Fabled Loch Ness Monster... Ohh wow... Won't it be wonderful if I were to come across such an adorable and majestic monster? Or maybe go to London where there are the legendary mermaids or is it merrow?? Oh wowo!!! Or maybe go somewhere castles are plenty and I am able to meet Vampires or maybe if I'm lucky I am able to witness a fight between a Vampire and a Werewolves... Ahhhh... Just thinking about all of this brings happiness to my heart... Nothing can take over my love for the supernatural, phenomenal, mystical events.. With my animes... Right? Nagato-san? Tee hehehehe... Nagato is my hubby... my very precious Laptop...

I guess I have changed huh... I am just not able to sync well with any people I met... Only a few I managed to sync well and yet... Haizzzz... Even though I'm use to being alone... I still don't like to be alone but what can I do about it? I'm not really that exciting or wonderful or an interesting person to hang out with... People say I'm kind and everything but maybe I'm being kind because I want them to like me not because I mean it... Maybe... just maybe... Life in poly is totally different and I'm not really happy one bit when i am in poly... I love the course and also certain modules but to exactly say that I am pleased... I am not really sure...

I'm surrounded by interesting people... Very interesting people worthy to be researched... But nevertheless... I am after all but just a shadow... Like in my previous post where the moon reflecting the sun's light and I am like the moon itself who can't shine on their own? Well... I am like the shadow as well... People would generally not noticed shadows as they are not detectable and their presence usually forgotten... That's right... That is what I am feeling right now... Yes... That's right... I am being ignored... and I am not being entertained... My friends... My poly mates... I guess I am just but will be a shadow... destined to be alone...

I guess I deserved it seeing I myself am creating that barrier around myself but even so... To treat me as if I am not in existence... its something which I mostly could not forgive them... Yes... I could not forgive many things... People who take my kindness for advantage... I really despised them... People who make friends with me for their own advantage... I will do it to you as well and you will not like it... I despise backstabbers... and I will backstabbed you even worse than what you have done to me... I do not mind if you insulted me like one hell... But never insulted those whom I care... I will make sure you undergo Hell first...

Yes... I am the moon ever lonely and only shine when it's friends shine... I know my stand in this society... People hate and despised me... Fine... I'm used to it... Those whom I consider friends... have betrayed me except those close to me... Once a shadow will always be a shadow...

People will always asked me... Are you happy? My answer would be... I do not know... Is my laughter really indicate my happiness or is it the other way round? All I do know is... I have never felt this lonely than ever... Yes... I am fine being alone... As I've always been this way ever since I'm in Primary... All I do know is... The moment I begin to feel happiness... More misery will fall... I guess I am not really meant to have happiness isn't it? I do not know if... this is what you call fair... Others have such bloody hell damn of good luck and prosperity while others... have such bloody hell damn of fucking bad luck and being poor... Is that what you call fair? I think not! It's all just but bullshit to say that is fair!

I might sound I am not thankful... I am thankful or I am not thankful I do not know... All I do know is... Everything that has happened is all not fair... Everything... as I have expected... Misery will always be my very " best friend"...