Sunday, December 24, 2006

When will the blood Bush ever stops interferring with other countries affairs??? Its because of bloody Bush that im begining to have doubts on USA stand as a democratic country. Its no surprise to hear that a lot of people are beginning to hate the americans. Its because of bush actions that cause such grief in our hearts. Will he stop only when there's more death thanks to his solution of creating war as a way out to settle problems??



I watch a documentary once on the discovery Channel regarding the bible and it says that there will be a man who have a number 666 behind his ear and this man will cause destruction and grief on the human world. HA!! I think it is Bush who fits the description well in the bile even though i dun believe but whatever it it.. I WISH BUSH IS DEAD or CRUSHED BY I DUNNO SOMETHING MANOCELENTLY EVIL!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Had a blast yesterday with tauhid and nadiah... I meet up with nad at 5pm and we waited for tauhid at the control station. At around 5.30pm we went to KFC as i wanted to have my lunch.. Typical me... hahah... Anyway, we chatted there for like 1 and half hour... While chatting and laughing our heads off... A weird and funny incident occur... An old woamn was shouting with a teenage boy and the teenager was like talking to the woamn in a sarcastically way... Dun understand as they were speaking in chinese but nevertheless it is funny.. After that we went to Century Square as we would like to answer nature's call...



After that we went to take neoprints and went window shopping... It was great taking neoprints... Only my second time... Hahha...The picture turn out nice..It was indeed a wonderful piece of memory and it can never be forgotten...After taking neoprints, we went to tauhid and mine area to relax and to chat... We play UNO while on it... Hmmm... I win 4 lose 3... Tauhid win 5 lose 1 and Nad win 2 lose 3... Hahaha... Me and tauhid dun want to let her win... haha... Tauhid keep giving Nad +4 and +2... Hhaha...



Muhd then join us and we play UNO as usual and he has to buy for us drinks!!! Hahaha!! Thanks... We leave at around 11.15pm and it was truly a fun hanging out yesterday... Had fun and wish it can happen again....

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

16th n 17th Events

On 16th October, tauhid accompany me to buy my Hari Raya Shoes. We originally want to meet up at 4pm but time change as i still have school and so we meet up at Payar Lebar interchange at 5pm and we went to Bugis.At Bugis i went to a VCD shop to purchase my favourite japanese anime- Inuyasha. Since i have juz received my scholarship money, i decided to spend some of it to buy Inuyasha VCDs and i bought 4 set as i have to take it slow..hehe... After buying, we went window shopping at Konnyaku to look at some mangas and also to kill time as we want to break our fast. Before heading off to shop for my shoes, we bought two movie tickets to watch. The movie is called "Rob B Hood". Its a jackie chan movie. Since the show will only start at 7pm, we went to Seiyu to shop for my shoes and luckily for me that i have tauhid to help me look for shoes as the choice of my shoes are like for "old" people... So i bought a brown leather shoes and it is really nice and it only cost $49.90... Cheap huh... After that we head fpr the movie and to make it short, the movie was really hilarious and it is a 2 thumbs up show!!! But there is also quite a sad scene and it really triggers my emotions and according to tauhid i am the only one who cried... Oh dear.. So paiseh... Had a good time yesterday...



To day on the 17th October i was suppose to go out to my cuzzin house but it was cancel and anyway the scenario switch. I now accompany tauhid to buy his Hari Raya shoes. He bought it at Bugis Street and the shoes he choose are really nice and it only costs him $39.90... Both of our shoes are really cheap... heheh... After that, we went to Konyaaku again to browse through some mangas and to purchase one... It took us a good time of 1 1/2 hour to finally leave the place without buying anything as we are unsure what mangas to choose and so while deciding, we plan to watch a movie again and this time the movie is called "The Depart". Before going off to view the movies at 0625pm, we went one last time to Konyaaku and we finally manage to choose our manga. Tauhid choose this manga entitled: "Kongaru" or smth like that and i choose a manga entitled: "Voices Of A Distant Star". We then head off to watch the movie and in short, the movie was interesting and kinda violent but overall it was an excellent and breathtaking show... Thumbs up to the movie... Really had a good time today...

Monday, October 16, 2006

What i have posted at my previous blog have indeed come true... With the exception of my bestfriend, Tauhid n Fairuzi and good friends KC, HG, Grace, Brenda and Kamal... The rest of my friends have indeed change and their changes have truly made them like a stranger to me... I can really feel the differences in them than last time when we are in secondary school and i know that no one except my best and good friends will care to listen to my feelings regarding the changes... The very essence of their friendship are like souls lingering meaninglessly with no means of directions... I guess it is true then to what i have posted at my previous blog entry...



They no longer treat me the same way as last time... Their treatment like now are really cold and i seem to have lost them as friends... Let's just say that all of my friends are like being "arrogant" and i feel that they are no longer the friends whom i have known for 5 years in Siglap Secondary School... Those friends are like strangers to me right now and i feel that they will only remember me when they were suppose to have something to be done and etc... One example is when some of them will call me when i have to come for something and even though i am glad and happy to come i feel that my presence will only make sure that it will make it "look good" as more people means more fun or smth like that...



Hari Raya is coming and i dunno if i should be jumping up and down for it... Going out to my cuzzin houses will definitely be a blast... This year hari raya me and tauhid plan to go to all our ex-siglapians friends and rit now i feel doubtful that we are able to go... Very doubtful... Seeking forgiveness are one of the reasons i want to go Hari Raya for i knw i have made mistakes to my friends and i hope that on this special month my doubtfulness towards my friends to me will change...



I would like to end this blog by saying this: "Ku-susun sepuluh jari meminta ampun pada bulan Ramadhan dan Lebaran yang mulia ini kepada semua kawan-kawanku."

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Hari Raya Goodies!!!

When everyone are busy shopping for clothes, shoes and other accessories for Hari Raya, i am busy making Kuih Raya!!! So far, my mum has been always makign but this year it will be different as i will be making quite most of the goodies together with my sis and mum... Hahaha!! I wonder how it will turn out...The ingredients have not been bought but it will most probably be this weekend and i will start making from next week onwards... Oh wow!!! I cant wait!!!



Even so, i have decided on the recipes and i hope it can turn out well... These are the recipes i have chosen: Chocolate Crackle Tops, Chocolate Amerretti, Chocolate Macarroons,Chocolate Cinnamon Tuilles, Chocolate Orange Sponge Drops and Chocolate Hazelnut Fudge... This are what i plan to make if it fits the budget... heheh.. Hope i can make them...

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Destruction Of Peace To The Human World???

Destruction Of Peace To The Human World???




News on N.Korea decision to test their nuclear bomb, war in Iraq and Palestine, genecide in Rwanda and Sudan, Terrorist Threats... These are some of the threat that are constantly threatening our peace and it will always point to the muslims if there were to be a "suspected terrorist attack"...I am not on either side for the truth are yet bland and are not yet been really cracked for the truth has been clearly kept a secret from the whole world...However, I do not agree that the muslims are entirely wrong for our religion do not teach us to practice violence but our religion teach us brotherly love and to keep peace... All of the "terrorist attacks" are may due to some incompetent people who have misread the word Jihad... Jihad means fight for Allah's blessing but are their doing are what we call a jihad?? I dun think so for our religion does not teach us to cause grief and pain to humanity instead it teaches us to respect all life on this earth.. Their doing will not receive any blessing but they will only incur wrath from Allah and only HE knows the truth... Time will soon come when all truths are revealed... Its a matter of time..



I too kinda disagree of N.Korea to test their nuclear bomb as it will destroys the flora and fauna and totally destroys the beauty of nature.. If the area were to be far away from civilisation i do not see why the "powerful" US are still bending on not wanting N.Korea to test their nuclear bomb?? Have not US learn anything??? Their intervention will only make it worse like what happen in the case in Iraq whereby lots of innocent civillians dies due to hunting Saddam Hussein... When need US intervention, US did not intervene like in the case of Israel starting a war on Palestine juz to find their 2 stupid soldiers... This clearly shows that US are either chicken or left sided... What is the point of being considered the most powerful country and yet could not solve on how to maintain peace... What is the point of having UN if UN has to have the green light from US??? Aren't UN suppose to work as a peacekeeping force for the whole world??? But why is it that help always come slow from UN??? Is it because most of the residents in palestines are Muslims?? Is that why???



Planning to start the incident whereby the dark skinned people are being shunned by the whites due to their colour??? Is that it Mr President of United States Of America??? Having different colour does not mean that we are not welcome or shows that those who are "WHITE" are more powerful, smarter and a respected group than the "BLACK", "YELLOWS" and "BROWNS"... Its all the same its only in the matter of using our brain... USA has a bad history on mistreating the non-whites and i totally supported the idea of the non-white take matters to their own hands as last time, even the officials are also concern on the colour of skins... Seriously speaking, USA is not a country worth being called a DEMOCRATIC country for it practices violence... Every bit war... War here... War there... Invasion here... Invasion there... See now... Who are the real terrorists here??? Cant US ever use the idea of sitting down, use peace talk, strategic peace talk instead of straight away jumped to mind WAR ... That is the only strategy of bush i think to have war with every country... Keh!!!!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Once again my emotions have been triggered due to a touching news by Oprah Winfrey... Its about Genecide on Sudan, Rowanda and other countries which i have forgotten but whatever it is, this piece of news shows me that we are not becoming what a human should become... We have turn our humanity into beast-like characteristic... We have been given the ability to care, love, compassion for all people no matter the colour of skin, race or religion but what has happen to this characteristics that was part of our humanity??? Destroying wildlife and flora and fauna are already one of humans favourite past-time and are we suppose to include the genecide killing of people in our past time??? Destroying wildlife is the most thing i despised about it as i respect nature but when it involves with the destruction of the human race due to our arrogance and selfishness, i will have to detest it more as it involves the killing of innocent women, children and civillians...



Some people love to see gore and blood happening and i knw some people who like that but i shall not mention as i despises this type of humans who are heartless and tactless and have no compassionate for other people's life.. What they want to do its their business its just that i cant stand to see innocent children become the victims due to the error of the adults.. Once again, did we all not see that it is the

Adults

that are the one that are truly "Hanyut" and not us teenagers... To me, it is not wrong or it is not surprise to hear teenagers say my mum and dad can do why we cant?? We have been given a conscience but even so, adults are the role model for us teenagers...

Adults

are the one who cause all of this genecide and war and not us teenagers... It is we who have been brainwashed by this type of adults...



That is why i totally do not agree with what the society or the government are saying that we teenagers are getting out of hand and we caused lots of problems.. Let me ask this.. Are the adults ever to be blamed for whatever error they have done?? Why must Mediacorp creates shows like one example is "Hanyut"?? This show only potrays the teens error not on the adults... This show is one sided and therefore i will still hold my stand:

ADULTS ARE THE ROOT CAUSE OF PROBLEMS...

They should teach us more in moral, teach us the ability to show compassion, care and love not hatred and distrust...To me, the teenagers are way better than those adults and i am glad i say this as i hate to see the smug faces on the adults when everytime we voice out.. They think they are always right... KEH!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Hmmm... It seems that the death of Steve Irwin has yet caused hatred to rouse in most people hearts... It is true that we have lose someone who is so close and protective and adore the wildlife and he is not like any other wildlife researchers or protectors... But i still cant agree to people who kill stingrays due to Steve Irwin's death.. Its wrong as in general wildlife do not harm us humans like what Steve Irwin say but animals will only attack if they are hurt or they want to protect their young ones... Killing stingrays as in to show hatred for killing steve is wrong as these animals are only doing for their survival and stingrays are shy creatures and they will run or swim away quickly if they were to see humans approaching...



Unfortunately, the stingray which kill steve thinks that steve must be a predator and it attacks as to act as self defense... I myself care for animals and nature and i will bem ost displeased if i were to see innocent creatures dies due to inhumane actions especially with the massacre of the stingrays... I can never forgive those who kills animals for the pleasure of it or for the anger or hatred for these type of people are bad in my list and these people are worse than those who are egoistic and do not knw how to say sorry... These people are ruthless and heartless and they do not care for anything that is moving on this earth... I doubt this animal killers care for their family members as i have read somewhere on the net that those who loves to torture or kill animals, in nature they are violent themselves and they do not care for anyone but themselve...



Like the saying goes, its part of the circle of life... Anything that is moving or breathing with the essence of life flowing in them will definitely die and none can escape it... Therefore i do not see the need of killing animals who are innocent for they live in a world full of difficulties unlike us and in the world which they live, the strong will survive and the weakest will die... They have to endure this cycle of life for their whole life while we need not for we are ruled by laws and in the animal world there is only one law BE STRONG TO SURVIVE ...

Friday, September 29, 2006

I have a great time today thanks to my bestest friend, Tauhid... We meet at Pasir ris MRT interchange at 7.00am as Tauhid has to go to CMPB for his check up for NS and i accompany him as i have nothing to do at home and also to hang out with Tauhid as he is like a brother whom i will never have...Anyway, the whole trip took at least around 5o min to Redhill as we depart from Pasir ris at 7.30am and i was like so sleepy back then and i actually take up two space... Hahahah Tauhid wasl ike laughing away when i tell him that as a lot of people want to sit but unfortunately they cant squeeze no matter how hard they try...



Upon reaching Redhill, we hire a cab and we go to the CMPB and i was like saying to Tauhid that it was such a waste of time to go to this check up and me and tauhid laugh... Hahahah... I cant believe that i have to surrender my HP as it got camera and i feel kinda naked without my handphone... After Tauhid has take his measurements, he went in to the Medical Center to have his check up and i waited for him at the lobby for at least 4 hours!!! But luckily for me i bring some stuff to entertain me... I make quite a few acquitance over there...While waiting, i was like imagining to myself about NS and the very thought sends shiver down my spine as i am not scared of check up but scared of NS...Brrr... It really makes me cold inside just thinking about it... One of them is of course Chiko... After waiting for at least 2hrs, i went in to the center to sit inside as i kinda feeling lethargic and the time was like 11.30am and tauhid is still doing his test...



At around noon, tauhid has completed his test and we head off to Wisma Atria to take back his PSP from Sony... Tauhid then inform me about Chiko and i was like saying to him that i tink i know that guy but i dunno where i heard from him... According to tauhid he's a singer and he's from Anugerah and Chiko was like really cool.. Love his hair style... Wish i can have his kind of hairstyle... After taking his PSP, tauhid accompanies me to library as i plan to borrow books... While heading there, me and tauhid run into saidil and shazni... I was like surprised by that and i was really glad to see saidil as i have so long never hang out with him... I was kinda happy... Anyway, they have to go off as they went to get porridge at Afghanistan...



At the library, tauhid was flipping over soem magazines and i was looking for interesting books and i come across one of my favourites... None other than Lord Of The Ring!!! But, unfortunately for me i am not in the mood to borrow books as i was like coughing and like no energy to read books and we head off home after that and overall, i have a wonderful time thanks to tauhid...



Signing Off: Muhammad Khafian

Friday, September 15, 2006

Have you ever feel that we are sometimes being treated like the end of the alphabet by our friend?? When they really need something from us, then they will come looking for us... This excludes my bestfriends... I feel that some of my friends treated me that way... I juz do not know why but i can just feel it... Is it just me or is it that i am being paranoid?? I sometimes feel that i am not a fren that most of my friends would like to have... I am not interested in sports, i am not interesting, i am a boring person... I guess thats why they make me as the last resort when want to hang out with... Maybe i am being paranoid but that is what i feel everytime and this makes me really thinking on what i should do... I nvr change what i am truly inside as being myself is what most people would like and not to change yourself to whom u are not in order to be liked... But this sometimes make me feel that this is not working but still i did not change myself as that is not me but nevertheless, i still feel lost and clueless on whether i am worthy to be around all of my sec sch friends...



Friendship is like a Sakura tree where the flowers bloom in the Spring season... Those who look at the beauty of the sakura tree will be entranced by its beauty and will feel relaxed and calm and to me; that is what i feel whenever i am making friends as every friends resembles a flower on the sakura tree where each flower has its own beauty and in every crown of the tree, special friends are made and these special friends are my bestfriends whom i consider them as brothers and sisters which i will never have... Below the crown are my group of good friends and thus follows by my friends and in this tree of mine is very special as this is my TREE OF FRIENDSHIP and in this tree, all of my friends are part of my life and without them i will be very lonely as they fill up the emptiness in my life...

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

My Exam for my Engineering Essential has finally ended!!! What a relief and thank god that i only have one paper and finally my Holiday has started and it will be only like for 4 weeks and it is like so short.. Oh well.. My day start off pretty boring and i cant believe that i actually fall asleep while my teacher is revising... Oh man... hope i can pass; Ooopss... Not pass... I want to get an A... That is very important for me...



I am actually kinda bored... Oh yeah!!! I tink i will write about what i have been doing for the 9 & 10th september... I have a blast at SYA's chalet on the 9th and 10th... I come to the chalet at 10.30am to accompany Nadiah... I thought Nadiah got bring some food as it was suppose to be a chalet but sadly, there's none and i was like so hungry... Hhahah!!! Fortunately for me, there's my all favourite hindi on TV2 entitled Pardes and i was like so engroossed with the show that i forgot all about me being hungry and futhermore, the song was like one of my favourite!! The song "I Love India" reminds me about the time when i go to the India trip... How i miss India...I miss India going to india with mr tharmend, tauhid, khairil, faizal, beebah, mrs poh, jasmine, asyron, julie, dean, sufi, natasha, hasannah, fatin, zachary, brian and melvyn... How i wish i can go to India again with the same group of people...

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Hmmmm... My day is kinda fun and i am glad that i have a great time today as i get to meet fairuzi, tauhid, alim, maisur, azri, raziz, faris, khairil and syamsul as if is just after our Friday prayers... I thought saidil say he want to go Friday prayers with me... But... Oh well... Its ok... haha... Miss hanging out with saidil... Anyway, we all eat at Burger King with the exception of me, Alim and Tauhid... Alim have to meet his fren and Tauhid have to work at canteen and i am in no mood to eat fast food... While eating, Syamsul is acting all funny and crazy and we are like making a hell of a noise and we depart by planning outside of burger king on where to go next...



Before deciding, Khairil wants to buy bubble tea and so we head to Sweet Talk and i order myself an Ice Blended chocolate and it does nt tasste that good and the decision on where to go decides here where Faris and Syamsul want to go to Ubi to register for their Final Theory Test and after that Faris have to go to 77th Street HQ to collect some vouchers for tomorrow's event at siglap... At first we all want to go and follow but the place is so far... The HQ is located at Bishan and we are lazy to go... The WE is referring to me, fairuzi, raziz, azri and maisur



Maisur went home and so me, raziz and azri went to fai's house to slack around as we have no idea where to go and all of us dun want to go home early as there is nothing for us to do... And so upon reaching fai's house, we are greeted by fai's mom and we all are like a little bit shy... Especially me... hahah... Me always shhy when first time go someone's home... And anyway, fai's mum give us Nasi Lemak to eat and it was YUMMMMMYYYY!!!! As always i eat the most... I take 2 chicken while azri, raziz and fai only take 1 and i was like so paiseh... Fai, raziz and azri then play winning eleven ten and fai was like winning both Raziz and Azri and when azri wasp laying the game with raziz... me was like saying if you get a goal, i will give you $30 and he scores and i have to give him $30 as i am a type of person who never breaks his word and so i will give azri $30 during Hari Raya...



We departed from Fairuzi's house at 0930pm and i feel like lazy to go home as i am having a blast and i am kinda feeling bloated and lazy to walk and azri too feels the same way and we feel like sleeping over at fai's house... hahah... I have indeed a great time today... As i am able to hang out with my friends and i feel so happy that i cant sleep right now...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I have not been blogging that much as i am like currently very busy and lethargic... Oh well what to do... Nothing fun has happen to me except that my classmates, Alvin, Yuan Zheng, WInnie, Shu Cheng, Syahrom, Yi Hang, Suat Ting, Xiao Fang, Lit Yong and me are planning to have a barbecue on the 17th September at East Coast park... I cant wait for the event as there will be BBQ chicken, hotdog, crabmeat, satay and otah!!! YUMMMMYYY!!! Especially the chicken which will be marinated by
ME Confirm delicious... hahah... dream on khafian...



Hmmmm... Should i plan an outing to Jurong Swimming Pool???? I want to organize cos i like MISS all of my friends and i will really be happy if all of my friends are like wat they used to whose faces are full of laughter and full of vibrancy which can clearly clear all the cloudy clouds!!!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

When in a boy-girl relationship, first of all they should know all about the "DOs" and Donts" rules... I am sure that all the couples out there know about the rules and therefore i wont touch on the matter... I myself have not experience any boy-girl relationship and therefore i am not really qualified to say what i want to say and therefore i have decided to put my answers in my questions and these questions are made by my observations of all my friends who are in a relationship... Sadly, only 1 couple from all my friends which i find most perfect to me... Anyway, these are the questions:

  1. Do u trust your girlfriend/ boyfriend with all of your heart?
  2. Will you let a 3rd party to interrupt your relationship and use that as a weakness or will you use it as a weapon in your relationship?
  3. When you feel that you have been neglecting your girlfriend/boyfriend, what will you do?
  4. What kind of a relationship are you built upon?
  5. When it comes to Valentine's, Birthday and Anniversay Day, will you expect anything grand and elegant from your boyfriend/girlfriend?
  6. When your boyfriend/girlfriend has hurt you in anyway, what action will you use to solve your dispute; violent or non-violent?

  • Qn No: 1
  • If your answer is YES : Very Good... Relationship will function smoothfully as trust is very important in every relationship... Without trust, there will be no love...

    If your answer is NO : Bad... Trust is not available in the relationship... Each of them are in doubts of their partner whereabouts and mind start to think negatively when they get wind that their partner are out with a friend who is either a girl or boy...

  • Qn No: 2
  • If your answer is No and use that as a STRENGTH: Your relationship is going on strong and will not be afraid of any 3rd party involvement when you totally trust your partner's heart and using the enemy as a strength is a good way to show that their involvement will only make your love for your partner even stronger...

    If your answer is YES and use not that as a STRENGTH: Beware of your relationship as it is like on the edge of a knife, a slip and your relationship will fail... Trust is evidently not in your relationship...

  • Qn No: 3
  • If your answer is TALK IT OUT : It is a good way to clear matter with your partner on the reason why you are currently neglecting her/him and thus both of them will work out a solution to their problem... This is a very old-fasion manner which are rarely used by couples nowadays but to me, it is the most efficient... A very good couple will do this method and thus this will cause their relationship to grow even stronger as they are now ready to fight all obstacles...

    If your answer is HECK CARE, WHATEVER : Very bad and a huge minus in a relationship... Both are very ego and neither one of them want to talk or to even bother to apologize and both are waiting for each other to make a move... Very bad couple and this type of relationship will not last long...

  • Qn No: 4
  • If your answer is YES : Bad...Your partner is greedy and is not interested in your love for her; only interested for your wealth...

    If your answer is No : Excellent... Your heart is pure and you feel that gifts which come right from the heart worth more than all treasures in the world...

  • Qn No: 5

  • If your answer is VIOLENT : Bad... This shows that you have no passionate and care for your partner and this will cause trouble in one's relationship...

    If your answer is NON-VIOLENT : Superb... Relationship is going on strong... Lavish your loved ones with kind words will always work through your partner...

The questions above and the answers given are all from my points of views and it is what i gather from my observation with all the couples nowadays and i would like to say sorry if my words here have hurt anyone feelings... Please tag your comments...


Sunday, August 13, 2006

I do not know why i can understand what my friends who are in a relationship are going through... Is it because i am a very emotional person and that is why i am able to feel what my friends are feeling??? This is the question that usually flash immediately to my head... I like to see my friends to be success in their relationship and especially if it were to be from my Ohana... Those who read my blog will know... But just in case, these are the names of those in my Ohana which means family in Hawaiian... The reason why is because these special friends of mine are like brothers and sisters i will never have... Hang giap, Kc,Brenda, Kamal, Tauhid, Fairuzi, Nadiah, Grace, Jia yin, Sufian, Kamal, Habeebah and Saidil...



My Ohana will marry first and i will be the last one to marry...hahah... Cos no girl will wants me...haha... so tauhid, kc, fairuzi, hang giap,kamal and saidil will get to marry first and dun forget to invite me your wedding...Confirm they will get a girl first but Hang giap and Tauhid say that i will get first before them and i say the opposite... We will just see who get a girl first...hahah... i tink i am gonna be crazee... heheh... that is me... I wonder what it will be like when we are all having our own families... Will we still be in contact??? I hope i can still keep in touch with my ohana...

Monday, August 07, 2006

Love... The most mysterious force ever on this Earth and no scholar can ever dwell deep enough to unlock the true mystery of Love... Love is truly indeed a force that should not be reckon with as it can be either a friend or a foe... The reason why i said that is because Love can make guys go crazy and they will go to any extend in order to attract girls and they will do it no matter how difficult it is... Love can be a friend when it helps to solve dispute with family, friends and with your girlfriend or boyfriend... But Love too can be a foe when Love will cause the other party to be hurt due to certain reasons like " i like this girl and there is another guy who also likes this girl" and when this happen, Love will make both guys go crazy and to become violent... BUT I did not feel that Love is evil as Love will always be there for you whenever you are in darkness...






  1. Love for your family will make you more appreciative of them and will do anything to bring up the name of our family.



  2. Love for your girlfriend or boyfriend will make your relationship stronger and will not allow any negative vibes destroy your love circle and this will only happen if it is really TRUE LOVE. I rarely see couples nowadays who are truly in love with each other for the other's love but i do witness one and those who read my blog should know who i am talking about. These friend of mine are truly made for each other and they are truly a pure couple to me who did not build relationship with lies but with the pureness of their heart...



  3. Caring for your friends and to always be there whenever they need help... Friends like that are worth to keep as they care for one's feelings and i am lucky to have friends who show much care and concern for me especially about my weight problem... These type of friends are truly the Forces of Good...






These are some of my observations and i will always use my motto if i want to go into a relationship "Love Can Touch Us One Time And Last For A Last Time". I just hope that one day, powerful leaders from all over the wrold will use use some love and compassion to rule as this is the only non-violent way to not to have any conflict.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I have quite a boring time at school today... The school hire some dunno what organization to teach us leadership skills and i was like nagging and complaining away as i like dun like this kind of event as it is such a waste of time for me... But nevertheless, i love it as i can get to know my classmates even more through this programme; that is the positive side... Hmmm... But i miss my entire lesson on my Electrical Principle(EP) and i was like kinda depressed that i did not study as i kinda love to study ever since i am in ITE... I wonder why...






What is happening to the WORLD?? It hs suffer much destruction and yet not even one organization has come up and to bravely smack the BUSHright in his face for supporting Israel's CRUEL AND INHUMANE action towards the Lebanon Citizens... To me, PBB and UN are like powerless in wanting to send assistance as both the UN and PBB are like under USA and they can't do anything without that IDIOT Bush... Prices are increasing and it is all because of the increase in the price of oil... Because of the price of oil increase, all items are also increase and things are getting so expensive and yet the USA did not do anything and kept insisting that Israel has every right to do so until Hesbollah return the Israel's soldiers and if i can have an opportunity i would like to ask this question to bush: Are There Any Evidence That Hesbollah has Indeed Capture Two of Israel Soldiers And Are There Sufficient Evidences And Resources To Back Israel's Invasion On Middle-East???



I doubt Bush or Israel will give a direct answer but instead, he will beat around the bush like how he did when the invasion of iraq begin... Until now, there is no evidence that Iraq has possess and Weapons Of Mass Destruction that was informed by Bush to the world and can we not see it clearly that there is sufficiently lack of evidence and the only thing that make USA and Israel to attack the Middle- East is due to the oil as Middle-East are blessed with abundant of oil supplies and both the Israel and USA are greedy and to me, they are the REAL TERRORISTS... They invade other countries for resources and i did not anyhow give my views... I actually analyse the current situation and i refer to all of my encyclopedias... The only way peace can ever return to this earth if BUSH would just not be the President of USA...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

2 weeks to go to the countdown to my country's birthday and i cant wait to be part of the celebration... Since National Day is just 2 weeks away, i will be posting alot mostly about Singapore history and why i have a change of heart towards my love for a country... This will only be made available if i am free... hehe... dun mind me... I really do love Singapore but sadly i am unable to make Singapore as my 1st but 2nd as Singapore does not have the winter season... Thats the downside of Singapore but what i love about Singapore is that, food are always available and i am able to make lots of new and wonderful friends especially my friends whom i have made in Siglap Secondary School and ITE Macpherson... My BESTEST friends especially are the key to my happiness and without them, my life is nothing...



They are like my second family and i would like to thank Nadia, Sufian, Fairuzi, KC, Hang Giap, Brenda, Grace, Tauhid and Habeebah for alays being there for me and i am really touched by your kindness and no amount of cash can ever make me replace all of you guys... As the saying goes, Ohana means family and Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten... Oh ya... I too would like to thank Saidil for always making me laugh with your jokes and i am too indepted to you for your kindness...I am totally indepted to all of my friends and i wish i can hang out with them... Miss them...





HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Peace has once again been smitten and removed in a country by another invasion; the "DESTROYER" of peace by the name of Israel has caused griev and destruction on Palestin and Lebanon citizens... Why did USA did not intervene or even want to stop Israel from continuing disrupting the peace in the world like how USA did it in Iraq to ensure that Iraq does not possess any dangerous weapons and thus cause lots of innocent lives to be destroyed by their quest for hunger of power and greed... What has us humans done that ever improves the condition ofo ur lives??? Are we not the same and are we not live in the same world?? Why must we resolve to violence and thus creates tension and of course to cause the area to be rigged with the stench of death???



The World has better do something about this as Peace and Hope are slowly disappearing from this world as we humans no longer care for each other and we can see that we humans are beginning to lose our humanity due to Anger, Mistrust, Hunger for Power, Greedy and Tactless... This can be easily seen and shown especially to what the animals are suffering... It is of no surprise to me that us, humans will kill their own species as they have already eliminate and drven most of the animal species to extinction and are they now want to do it to us??? God has created humans and humans are the most superior beings than the animals as we have been given a brain but from what i see now, we behaved worse and badly than the animals...We are no longer the superior beings but we have almost become like the animals..



Animals and Nature are my favourite but that does not mean that i want to be like the animals as i am proud to be a human and that is what i am inside, a human not an animal like how these armies are behaving in Palestine, Lebanon and Iraq... These armies are like the wolf packs which works together in a team to prey on weak prey but the wolves did that for their survival and that is how they hunt for food... What can these armies gain by killing innocent civillians??? Wealth?? Fame??? NO!! They would not be getting any of this but they will only have their feelings and dignity disturbed that's all... I am sure they will love it when the past starts to haunt them in their dreams and in their daily life...



The Powerful leaders from all countries should voice out as one and put a stop to this violence once and for all and to seek a calmer, peaceful way to solve conflicts... Time is of the essence... As the space of time continues, more and more innocent people will be killed and with every minutes, seconds and hours... Death will always be in the vicinity and with every time passes, more and more will fall victim to the unnecessary violence... These civillians did not know anything and they do not deserve to be in this kind of suffering...



HELP KEEP THIS EARTH PEACE AND WHEN WE ARE ONE AND STAND TOGETHER AS ONE, WE CAN ACHIEVE THE OBSTACLES TOGETHER!!! HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY TO ALL SINGAPOREANS!!!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

It's been a long time since i last updated my blog... I have a blast yesterday nite thanks to my best friend... I have a very interesting and long chat with my bestfriend... We talk about mostly is rubbish but that what makes it interesting and that what makes me more aprreciative of all of my friends friendship expecially my best and good friends... They have the ability to make me laugh and to get rid of my boredom...Me and my bestfriend were like talking about if he were to open a restaurant and he will be like the boss and i will be like the chef assistanct as i love to cook and also love food... Haha... But that have to cut short when my dad scolds me for like talking on the phone for 3 hours... Its just 3 hours for heaven's sake...



Friends are really indeed part of my life and i really cant ever survive without them as they are my Ohana and in the meaning of Ohana is that Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten... And i can never afford to ever gorget my friendship with all of my friends as they are the one who brighten up my life with their jokes and of course with their silly antics but even the silly things that we do together with friends will always rock...Time has really make me more apreciative of all my friends... Especially when all of us are in different schools and some went to NS and i really miss them all and the more i reminisce about the past the more i will miss them... When can i see all of my friends again??? I really miss them all...Only time will tell...

Monday, July 03, 2006

I have a great time chatting with my best friend, Tauhid today on the phone of course and we chat for nearly two hours... I call him at ard 1o+pm and we ended our chat at around 12.10am as tauhid is kinda feel sleepy but i am not as i make a big mistake of drinking coffee... hahah... Now i cannot even close my eyes...haizz...haha... I really do enjoy chatting with all of my best friends as we can really communicate well with each other and no matter what we do and no matter how stupid it is, it will still rocks as thats what friendship is all about...



Bad response are getting worse from the testimonial area and i have a feeling that i may have done it badly and not doing it full heartedly or is it because i did not know how to approach them?? Hmmm... Why is it that i could not get any response from them?? Why?? Why?? Ann i cant dwell on this matter much as i need to use these holidays to my advantage as my test is up after my holidays and i am weak in Engineering Essential and i need to back up but i am worried about my responsibility to the SYA as i have never fail to do what i am being tasked for no matter how hard it is and all of my time schedule have gone haywire... Haizzz... Help!!! What should i do??



Yesterday, i attend a religious lecture as MAsjid Jamiyah with my cuzzin and the Ustadz is really funny and he is able to deliver his lectures in a very smooth way and it truly engrossed me...He talks about gossip where gossip is more of a bigger sin than murder and having sex and i was totally frightened by it as for now i wont do any gossip especially if i hate anybody as i will not want anyone to take my deeds away from me and i have to take their sins as i gossiped... I guess i should be more quit then... Hmmm... should i?? I think i can still be a big mouth adn talkative but i guess i have to watched the words that come out from my mouth... Insya'allah...

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Once again more and more people are creating trouble and thus create more problems... Why must they behave this way??? This i refer to the Indians and the Jews people who burns the holy quran and i did not know whether i could trust the source given or not but this clearly shows that they did not respect other people's religion and why must they burn the Quran?? The quran did nothing wrong... It is us, the humans who did wrong but are coward to tell or show them that they are wrong...Islam does not teach terrorism or create trouble...Instead it teaches about the importance of loving and caring for each other no matter the skin, color, race or religion... It is us who creates trouble and i feel really sad and devastated for these people as their action will only cause more harm and i hope that this will never happen especially during this time where terrorist attacks are on the rise... Whatever it is, i leave it to Allah and only Him can decide the punishment for them... Wallahu'alam...






I have a great time at my Sports and Wellness today as i kinda slack a bit but still i did play badminton as i do not want to harm myself as sports is kinda very "dangerous"...hehe...Anyway, nothing much happened except for seeing weird people today... One who is a guy wearing a girl's clothes and boy was i surprised when i saw that and i was like laughing loud to myself when i saw and luckily it is not me alone... If not, i feel paiseh... hehe... Tomorrow i got my SYA meeting and response for the AGM Testimonial is pretty bad and i do not know what to do next.. I guess i have to wait for tomorrow... Haizzz...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I have a great time at my INA lessons just now... The reason is because i am beginning to learn how to use Dreamweaver... hmmm... Sounds interesting... At first i have to do my web page at note pad but now i have to do it on Dreamwaver... yippee!! I now can finally beautify my own blogskin which i have juz made but it does not turn out nice... I just can't wait... And today also all of my classmates sign a get well card for my classmate, Raja Nur Atiqah who is now in coma at SGH...



Me and my friends will be visiting her this Thursday after my INA lessons... I hope her conditions will be better... I am just shocked and surprised when i heard the news as she was jumping and laughing about and the next thing, she fainted... This really makes me feel that time for us on Earth is short and i have to treasure it well and it has really open my heart... I really do not want to see any of my friends lying on a hospital bed as it really pains me so and it will only make me more and more emotional and of course lost in my own world... Especially if any of my best and close friends are in a hospital i will be more devastated as they are my Ohana and i cannot stand to see any of them being hurt in any way..



I am also frustrated with my PIE teacher as i only miss one of his lesson due to Student Council and my attendance is 95%... I was so furious when my INA teacher informed me about my PIE attendance... ARGH!!! Is my PIE teacher that blur?? I always come and always punctual for his lessons and yet this happens.!!! This is so NOT FAIR!!!I have half a mind to shout my mind off at him but luckily i managed to calm myself down and tomorrow i will confront him and ask nicely why is my attendance that low... This teacher is going to make me fail my entire module!!! ARGHHH!!!! Haizzz... Oh well... I hope tomorrow will be a better one and i hope that there will be good news on Atiqah... Maybe i will ask Mariannah on how her condition is... Hmmm...



Am i or am i not arrogant?? That is the question... I have the feeling that my attitude has changed but i do not know whether i have really changed or not... Can someone tell me??? I just have a feeling that my attitude towards my secondary school friends has changed i think... Help!! Someone please tell me whether i have changed or not... Why is this happening to me??? Why??? Am i being arrogant or a stuck up snob??? Why is it that this is happening???

Monday, June 26, 2006

Today, i juz have my Engineering Essential and it turns out fairly well and i cannot commen much as i have no confidence in it but i did try my best... I am proud of myself for nt giving up as EE is like Physics and i totally despises Physics but i stand my ground and study hard and now i juz have to wait for the results... Tomorrow my teacher will go through the entire textbook and i've got a Theory Test after my holidays and the test will be like from all chapters... Wow... I wonder if i can do it...






I really do not know what to blog about... Hmmm...Should i watch or should i not watch soccer??? Hmmm... Oh yeah... I just heard news from my classmates that one of my classmates, Atiqah is being admitted to SGH as she collapses while during her Floorball Practice and i was really surprised and shocked... I hope she is not in a critical state but according to Mariannah, she is now in CCU.. Whatever that is... Luckily its nt ICU... I hope that Atiqah is fine... Me and my friends are planning to visit her but we dunno when... I hope the whole class can visit her... I really do care for my friends and i hope that she will be fine...



Lots of news are emerging regarding about N.Korea, Iran and Iraq... Why is it that President Bush did not say anything when Israel also creates Nuclear Weapons and attacked Palestin?? Is that what we call fair in law??? Why is it that it must be always N.Korea and Iran??? Israel are also in the wrong and they are the one who create more trouble and Iran and N.Korea have not even do any countries and yet, USA interferes the countries affairs... How about Israel?? Why is it that USA did not interferes?? Is this DEMOCRACY??? World Peace are slowly disappearing and it is all due to Bush's actions which is to start a war... I understand about TERRORISM and i too despises them and i understand USA actions towards it but could not they settles it in a peaceful manner instead of using war as an option?? I have always respected USA for its laws and fairness but now... Why has USA become this way??? I could not stand to see more innocent lives are being taken away... I hope peace will be achieved again and i believe that there must be a reason why USA act this way... I hope that Peace will once again shine this earth...

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Yesterday event was a very breathtaking event for me as it is the day where i will be taking my INA Phase Test... The reason being is that i am very nervous and i cannot afford to fail any of my modules as i want to further my education further and do not want to stop my education from ITE.... When i received the task i was suppose to do, it turns out fairly easy to do but i still cannot be overconfident as i may have some error that my rteacher have spotted which i did not.. Overall, i think i can pass and i hope that i will be the top in class...Insya'allah






Listed below are some of love phrases which i find really sweet and of course touch my heart and affects me both physically and emotionally.





  1. "As Constant As The Stars Above, We Will Always Love You"




  2. "There Is Nothing Far Greater Than The Power Of Love; Not Even Death Can Separate Two Lovers Apart"




  3. "When One's Heart Is In love, Every Obstacles Can Be Accomplished No Matter How Difficult Is The Obstacles"




  4. "Love Is More Powerful Than Death"




  5. "Those Whose Heart Has Been Filled With The Pureness Of Love Will Never Be Able To Succumb To The Dark Side"




  6. "A Mother's Love Is Worth More Than All The Treasure Both Hidden And Revealed On This Earth"

  7. All of this phrases affects in one way or another... It makes me think about my family and friends and of course nt forgetting my animal friends... Love indeed can be deadly in lots of ways where a guy will go to all trouble in order to show his love for a girl and goes the same for the girl... That is why lots of people say that LOVE is not worth to die for but to me, having the ability to love our girlfriends and families are one whole lot different... The feeling is magical and it really touches your heart... We will only realise when that person truly loves us when he or she have gone abroad or have been called by god and only then will we realised that he or she truly loves but it is not always the case and we can see it simply at our parents... A mother's love is unmeasurable and this we all know and that is why a mother's love will not be able to substituted by another people's love...


Friday, June 16, 2006

I really miss the old good times in secondary school and today has really make me realised that... When i was hanging out with fairuzi, alim, azri, raziz and andika... It flashes back memories which really touched my heart and i am glad that their memories are still part of me... We had such good times together even when we make chaotic trouble for the teachers... That is when i am in sec 3 and sec 4... But to me that is not important as even though they cause trouble for the teachers, it is their friendship and their class spirit that really makes me feel blessed for having friends like them... During that very special two years for me during my sec 3 and sec 4, Mr Tharmend was the best form teacher ever and we had a great time having him as our form teacher... I really could not get rid of this wonderful memory which has now made a very important ordeal in my life... Also not forgetting my 5N class... Even though Mr Tharmend is not our form teacher, Mdm Zubaidah is also the best teacher ever and i will never be able to forget her and all of my friends especially in 5N3 and to summarise it, i will never want to forget their friendship from all the 5Ns and the 2004 batch....



Among all of these memories, there are some which i intend to get rid of but no matter how hard i tried, i will never be able to let it go from my heart and mind... All of the good and wonderful memories with all of my friends i will always cherished them but memories of which i have been hurt countless times, i will forever despise the memory and i will not want to cherish the memory let along being their friend.



All of my friends from 5N1, 5N2 and 5N3 and 4C are the best memories ever with the exception of si fulan whose starting name starts with S and end with an I who has hurt my feelings among that times but i wont mention it... But whatever it is, i am thankful to have friends like them... I really thank god for giving me such good friends.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Hello all... I have changed my blog skin again and this time i am really impressed as it really matches myself as a Harry Potter freak and i will still be a Harry Potter fan.I hope you guys like the new skin at my blog..heex... Anyway its been long since i updated my blog as i am very busy with my school work and dun think that i am in ITE and that does not mean that i am free but i am actually busy as my phase test is coming for my INA and EE... And also i do not know what to post.







Nothing has happen to me with the exception of me taking my basic driving theory test with my best friend and i enjoy my time at ITE as i get to learn new skills and somehow that most of my classmates are like my secondary school friends. One example is like Yihang who is like my friend whom i hate very much as both of them have almost the same characteristics...Both like to show off but with he exception of my frined at secondary school is that he is uncouth and tactless and Yihang on the other hand is heartless. arrogant and such an irritating freak.



Oh well... But nevertheless i make quite a few good friends like Winnie, Yua Zheng, Alvin, Sua Ting, Su Cheng, Dawn, Lit yong,Xiao Fang, Andika and Shahrom... They are really funny and kind and i like hanging around with them as they make me feel that i am in my secondary school life where i get to hang around wif my friends and feel happy about it and boy was i lucky that i get to know them all...I feel really blessed with my new friends and this makes me very happy in class and i hope that my friendship with them will last like how with my secondary school friends....Their friendship are like diamonds in the world and they are priceless and i will not trade their friendship for anything else and i would like to say this... Thank you for being my friend...

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

TRUST and CARE to me is a very important tool in making a relationship or want to make friends. The reason why i said this is because if we were to make friends or to start a relationship, but we do not trust that person, than it is not worth it to make friends with that person but even so, i am not the type of person who will quickly jumped to conclusion on whethering to trust your friends or not as for myself, i trust all of my friends 100% and i know that they will not do anything to hurt my feelings. Even IF i have a girlfriend, i will trust her 100% and will not doubt her words... I know that people will say that i am crazy to trust my friends or girlfriend 100%...



But that is me and i will not change myself in order for people to like me or want to make friends with me. BUT i will not hesitate to really scold those who have broken my trust and this rarely happens as all of my friends are very kind and caring towards me and i am really indepted to them.



Caring are one of my strong personality... I can't afford to see any of my friends crying or look sad as it affects my mood too. Whenever i say my friends crying or looking sad, i feel as if i can feel what my friends are going through and instinctly, i will imeediately went to my frieds aid and i will try to console them and try to listen attentively to her/his problems and i as friend will try to give advice...



These are the only way i can repay my friends kindness towards me and not only am i caring toward my friends but also to my animal friends and i will DESPISE those who loves to abuse animals and those who loves to hurt any of my friends feelings, especially my BESTFRIENDS & CLOSE FRIENDS will have to face my evil side which i intend not to unleash and i can really make that someone really hurt and i did not ever intend to show my bad side as it really pains me to do so... The reason why i care so much for my friends is that they are like my family and they are always there for me like how i am always ther for them whenever they need assistance or help... People may say that i am boasting but it is who i am inside and nobody knows it better than me... I really CARE for my friends and i will always be there whenever they need my help...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

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I am really lucky to have come to Siglap Secondary School where i get to meet new friends and friends still even after we graduate from Siglap. They are really special to me and they are like a family to me and i can choose... They are there for me when i am down and they are also there for me when i am happy... In other words, they will always be there whenever i need them or when they need me, i will always be there. The silly things that we always do together will always makes me laugh and sometimes even, i can laugh when i am recollecting my memory whenever i feel lonely and i will laugh when i go hunt for this "bridge" that sadil keep wanting to go... hahaha... Me and Tauhid cannot stop laughing...Hahha... Sori dil... But that is one memory that will never be gone from my heart as thats what makes ur friendship to me very special...

Another one is when i was having the 4C chalet at ALoha Loyang and i was accompanying kc and all buying beer... Astarghfirullahalazim...Anyway i cant say anything but nevertheless, while otw back to the chalet, a dog suddenly bark and to make matters worse, Fairuzi shouts that the dog is loose and since i am afraid of dogs i immediately run very fast and i was surprised to know that i was the first to reach there... and then i saw faruzi, muazzim, kc, izhar, fahmi, tauhid was laughing and i ask why they say that it was a joke.... i was so embarassed but i also laugh like crazy... hahaha...Confirm if dogs were to chase me during 2.4km... i tink i will pass...hahah... That is also one memory which i will never forget....

Another one is when i went out wif the my class 5N3 after Mdm Zubaidah's treat to the pizza hut... We all went to East Coast... After the East Coast, we all were waiting for the bus number 15 and while waiting, we take some snapshots and while doing so, Haikel, climb up the bus stop and guess what... A police car came... i was like so scared as this is the first time i am being screened by a police officer but i manage to relax but the most funny thing is that faris is still freak out and he kept asking the police officer whether parents, school will be informed..but it all turn out well...

These are some of the memories which i will never ever forget... there are still more memory but i will post it some other time...I will end this by saying :

Nadiah, Saidil, Tauhid, Fairuzi, Brenda, Fairuzi, Faris, Izhar, Sopi, Amirah B, Amirah R, Hang Giap, KC, Brenda, Grace, Wendy, Azri and Sufian... You all are like brothers and sisters to me whom i will never have and you guys have always helped me and i am really indepted to you and i wish that i can repay back your kindness... You guys completed my Ohana... I am really lucky to have you as my friends and i really thank Allah s.w.t... Without Him, i will never find you guys... You guys will always be in my memory and as the saying goes "ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten."



Tuesday, May 09, 2006

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A'kum w.b... Rasa cinta dan kasih sayang merupakan fitrah dan anugerah Allah yang diberikan kepada setiap insan. Dengan rasa cinta dan kasih sayang inilah terbinanya kehidupan dan tamadun umat manusia yang cemerlang. Cinta juga merupakan tabiat manusia terhadap sesuatu yang nikmat baik bersifat jasmaniah mahupun rohaniah. Nafsu cinta iaitu usaha untuk memenuhi keinginan jasmaniah seseorang terhadap orang lain atau keinganan untuk menjalinkan hubungan lelaki terhadap seorang wanita. Jika kita ingin kepada makanan dan minuman tertentu yang kita sukai namanya selera, kemudian jika kita suka terhadap haiwan tertentu,itu dinamakan sayang. Jangan kita katakan cinta terhadap haiwan dan sebagainya.

Cinta, kasih, sayang, selera, simpati dan sebagainya itu merupakan bahagian yang termasuk dalam naluri manusia. Ada pula orang yang mengatakan bahawa cinta itu buta. Ertinya bila seseorang jatuh cinta maka ia akan kehilangan kemampuan untuk berfikir secara wajar. Lebih banyak dikuasai oleh gelora perasaan sehingga mereka merasa buta untuk melakukan pekerjaan yang lain. Cinta itu buta dapat juga diertikan cinta itu mengandungi kesetiaan, kerana apabila ia telah jatuh cinta terhadap seseorang maka fikiran dan matanya buta terhadap yang lain. Cintanya bertujuan terhadap seseorang yang menjadi pilihannya semenjak dari awal, tak peduli apakah bentuknya cantik atau cacat.

Jadi perasaan cinta yang tumbuh dalam sanubari anda tersebut bukanlah suatu dosa, melainkan proses fitrah yang sedang berjalan dalam kehidupan anda. Cuma saja diharapkan tidak menyalahkan fitrah tersebut dengan memberikan ruang-ruang syaitan untuk menguasai diri kita. Berdoalah kepada Allah jika lelaki tersebut merupakan pasangan yang terbaik untuk anda maka mohonlah agar dipertemukan jodoh dengannya, namun sebaliknya jika ia bukan yang terbaik maka bermohonlah agar ia dijauhkan dari kehidupan anda meskipun rasa cinta yang bergelora menusuk setiap nadi anda. Sebab ketentuan Allah untuk kita itu lebih baik dan lebih bermanfaat dari kehendak nafsu dan diri sendiri.

Inilah ada cara yang terbaik sekali bagi sesiapa yang mempunyai kesulitan dalam persahabatan ataupun merasa bahawa pasangannya itu adalah amat sesuai baginya tetapi tidak pasti. Maka mintalah petunjuk dari Allah. Tunaikanlah sembahyang hajjat ataupun berdoalah setiap hari selepas sembahyang dan mintalah petunjuknya untuk mengenangkan hati kita yang sepi ini. Allah itu Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyanyang dan apabila seseorang hambanya meminta sesuatu dari tuhannya, Allah tidak akan lupa permintaan hambanya... Janganlah berdoa dengan Allah as a "last resort" apabila semua yang telah dicuba tidak mengeluarkan hasil. Berdoalah dengan Allah dan Dia akan mengabulkan segala permintaa kita semua... Insya'Allah. Listed below is a song sung by my favourite nasyid singer Sulis from Cinta Rasul. This song can be used as a doa for our daily uses...

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KUASA ILLAHI (Ya THOYBAH)


Ya Allah ya Rohman ya Robbi ya Ilahi

curahkan rahmat dan kasihmu
rahmat dan kasihmu

Ya Allah, dengarlah pintaku

kabulkan doa harapanku
barikanlah petunjukMu
penuhi hasrat kerinduanku2x


Ya Ilahi, pandanglah kami

niscaya tentram jiwa hati
agarku dapat keridhoanMu
tujuan akhir jalan hidupku 2x


Ya Rasul ya Rasulalllah

sholawat salam Allah untukmu
engkaulah kekasih Allah
berikan cercah syafa'atmu
ya...ya Rasulallah

Saturday, May 06, 2006

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Everybody wants to have a partner in their life... Having a partner means a lot to most of us as sometimes we are not able to confide most of our problems to our parents and some prefer to confide their problems to their partner as they feel more comfortable talking to them. Even so, having a relationship is not a piece of cake scenario but requires patience and the ability to have a strong mind and will whenever facing a problem with their partner or with their own life. To me, having a relationship is not wrong as long as we know our limits and to always bear in mind that God can see and hear anything even if we were to hide in a dark, shadowy place.

People are always distressed, confused whenever they faced a problem in life and all people always figure that committing suicide is always the best solution out to solving your problem. I have read a news in a US newspaper whereby a girl kill herself for her boyfriend has dumped her and seeing that she cannot cope with the pressure, she decides to kill herself.

People will always have a problem with their relationship but there are lots of ways to calm yourself and to relax and to solve your problems in a very peaceful manner... One of them is by reading the Holy Quran. It is mentioned that by reading the Quran, you are able to calm yourseves and therefore you are able to solve your problem. Try to talk to your parents to how you feel or you can talk to your best friend on how you are feeling right now. There are lots of solutions in to solving your problems. Seek for it and it will come to you. Whenever you are feeling depressed, down or confused, pray to Allah swt and he will listen to your problems and he will then show you the way to solve your problems. Insya'allah... Jangan lupa selawat ke atas Nabi Junjungan Besar kita, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w... Insya'allah all of us will feel calm whenever we say Laillahaillah and Allahumma Sholli Ala Muhammad... Here i have placed a video entitled: "Ya Abaz Zahro".

Thursday, May 04, 2006

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Hari Ibu semakin dekat dan saya akan meletakkan sebuah muzik video mengenai ibu yang dinyanyi oleh Haddad Alwi Dan Sulis. Lagunya berjodol "Ummi". Ia adalah ibu dalam bahasa Arab. Kita harus menjaga hati ibu kita kerana doa seorang ibu akan cepat dikabulkan oleh allah kerana dialah kita lahir di dunia dan kesayangan seorang ibu terhadap anaknya itu tidak boleh dikira dan kerana itulah Allah menyuruh kita untuk selalu membuat kebaikan terhadap kedua ibubapa kita sebagaimana firman Allah s.w.t di dalam surah Al- Isra' Ayat 23 & 24:

"Allah telah mengamanatkan kepada manusia untuk tidak menyembah kecuali Allah dan senantiasa membuat kebaikan pada ibu/ayah, lebih-lebih bila salah satu/ keduanya telah menginjak usia tua, jangan sekali-kali berkata cis/ bersuara keras pada mereka melainkan berkatalah dengan penuh hormat" (Al- Isra' Ayat 23)

"Rendahkanlah seluruh anggota tubuh Anda sebagai rasa kasih sayang pada ibu, ayah dan berdoalah selalu, ya Robbi sayangilah mereka sebagaimana mereka menyayangi semasa kecilku." (Al-Isra' Ayat 24)

Sayangilah mereka selalu dan janganlah kerana Hari Ibu kita akan sayang dia tetapi apabil Hari Ibu telah lepas, kita menyakiti hati ibu. Sayangilah dia setiap hari kerana doanya ibu terhadap anaknya adalah amat berkat sekali.


Sunday, April 30, 2006

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Nowadays parents wants to close up the gap with their children. I have no objection to that as i find that it is really vital for one's family to be harmony and cheerful. But the way the parents are doing it is what i am concern of. I am referring to my community- The Malay-Muslim community. I can understand why parents want to close the gap between their children as they can no longer their child needs and they need to be closer with them in order for them to help and to learn more about their children's behaviour towards certain stuff and in order to learn some of their stuff. What does not make me happy is that the way the parents are doing it in order to be closer to their children.
I have seen parents dress up as their young ones like tight pants, tight shirts, baggy shirts, earrings, necklace and even worse tattoos for the father. Tight skirts, exposed skin clothes, wear earring up to 5 on their ears, belly buttons and nose and also tattoos for the mother. Is this the right way for a parent to close up the generation gap? It is very wrong in our religion as parents are supposed to be the role models and instead of scolding them for wearing this type of clothes and having tattoos, they encouraged them by following what their children are doing. It is disgusting and funny to see that parents age of 35-50 are wearing what the children are wearing. Are they ashamed of their age and they want to revive their youthfulness by wearing what their children are wearing? I don't think so. For the father, he is the leader of the family and by wearing an earing, he is making himself of not being able to imam his sholat with his family and it is wrong of him as being an imam is a father's reaponsibilty and being an imam, in the eyes of god, you have done a lot of good deeds. Does he want to sacrifice all of these good deeds given by God in order to get close with his son? I think he wants it if he has already done it. It same goes to the male teenagers.
How about mother then? She was suppose to teach gracefulness and politeness to their daughters and sons but instead, the mother encourages their children to use harsh words and to shout like barbarians and lunatics. The mother was also suppose to prevent her daughters from wearing clothes that are too small or too big or too man like. They are girls and should behave as one. That is what a mother suppose to do. Some girls do wear jeans, but in my opinion girls who wear jeans in the correct way are much better in their attitude than those who wear their jeans until can see their inside garments when they are sitting down. Aren't they not embarassed that this allow strangers to see and also rise up the rape crimes in singapore?
Things have really gone hectic especially with the adults and yet they are still blaming us teenagers that we are always creating troubles. Why did Suria did not have a show about parents behaving badly? Why must Suria always concentrate on us teenagers??? To me, parents are the main reason why teenagers are behaving this way. Divorced parents, not caring enough parents, crimed parents are some of those who makes their child to be what they are now. They only want attention from their parents BUT that does not mean that teenagers have to be behaving this way but try to understand and to find an alternative solution in order to grab their parents attention. Not by killing themselves as it is disgusted and wrong in the eyes of god. Try to seek a peaceful solution to solving your problems.

Monday, April 24, 2006

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Bab Beristeri Lebih Dari Seseorang
Di dalam agama islam, lelaki hanya dibenarkan mengahwini 4 wanita dan tidak boleh mengahwini lebih dari 4. Ramai akan bertanya kenapa agama kita membenarkan seseorang lelaki itu mengahwini lebih dari satu. Ini kerana apabila seseorang itu telah diberi hak kahwin dengan seorang isteri saja sedangkan keadaan jasmaninyademikian rupa dan isterinya tidak dpat melayani suaminya dengan sepenuhnya kerana badan si isteri itu lemah dan sebagaimananya. Dalam keadaan seperti ini, ia diberikan untuk mengahwini lebih dari satu.
Hal ini sesuai dengan firmannya Allah s.w.t di dalam surah An-Nisa' ayat 3:
" Maka bolehlah kamu nikahi perempuan yang menurut pandanganmu adalah baik, dua atau tiga atau empat. Tetapi jika kamu takut tidak akan dapat berlaku adil di antara mereka, maka kahwinlah seorang sahaja."
Keterangan:
Dari Ibnu Umar r.a bahawa Ghailan Bin Salmah As-Saqafi telah masuk Islam. Di waktu ia masih Jahiliah, isterinya ada sepuluh orang. Isteri-isterinya itu Islam semua beserta dia. Lantas ia disuruh oleh Rasulullah s.a.w untuk memilh empat orang di antara mereka.
(Riwaya Tirmizi dan Ibnu Majah)
Dari 10 itu, hanya empat sahaja yang boleh ia kahwin bahkan yang 6 itu harus diceraikan.
Ramai akan bertanya kenapa Rasulullah dibenarkan mengahwini lebih dari 4. Ini adalah kerana dia mempunya kelebihan dalam soal perkahwinan ini dari manusia biasa. Beliau dibolehkan kahwin sampai 9 orang isteri.
Keterangan:
Dari Anas r.a ia berkata: "Adalah Nabi s.a.w bergiliran datang kepada isteri-isteri beliau satu- satu malam. Dan beliau ketika itu beristeri sembilan orang."
(Riwaya Bukhari dan Muslim)
Keterangan Yang Lain:
Dari Aisyah r.a ia berkata: "Tidaklah diwafatkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w hingga Allah telah menghalalkan baginya mengahwini wanita berapa beliau sukai."
(Riwaya Nasai)
Ini hanya dikecualikan buat Nabi sendiri. Rahsia dan hikmatnya amat banyak sekali. Terutama adalah demi kepentingan kelancaran perkembangan agama Islam.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

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Bab Hukum Jenayah Minum Arak
Arak ialah sejenis minuman keras. Di dalam agama islam, Allah s.w.t telah mengharamkan orang-orang islam untuk meminum kerana ia boleh menghilangkan akal fikiran mereka. Apabila seseorang itu telah meminum arak, dia akan lupa kepada tuhan, mereka juga akan mencela, memaki dan akan membuka rahsia sendiri ataupun orang lain akibat dia telah mabuk dan kerana itulah meminum arak itu DIHARAMKAN oleh agama kita.
Firman Allah s.w.t dalam surah Al-Maidah, ayat 90: "Hai orang-orang yang beriman! Sesungguhnya arak, judi, berhala-berhala dan bertenung adalah najis hukumnya. Semuanya adalah dari perbuatan syaitan, maka sebab itu jauhilah dia mudah-mudahan kamu mendapat kemenangan."
Orang-orang yang sudah meminum arak dan ia tahu bahawa arak itu haram hukumnya, maka hadnya ialah untuk dipukul 40 kali dan boleh sampaikan ke 80 kali untuk memberi malu kepada si peminum arak itu.
Dari Anas r.a bahawa Nabi s.a.w dalam perkara minum arak telah mencabuk(pukul) dengan ranting kurma dan dengan terompah, kemudian mencabuk pula Abu Bakar sebanyak 40 kali cambuk. Tatkala sampai ke masa Khalifah Umar, dan manusia telah dekat ke desa-desa dan kampung-kampung, ia bertanya: "Bagaimana pendapatmu dalam perkara mencambuk orang minum arak?" Maka menjawab Abdur Rahman bin Auf: "Aku berpendapat bahawa engkau melakukan hukum minum arak itu seperti hukumnya had yang paling ringan. Maka Umar mencambuk sebanyak 80 kali cambuk."
Riwaya Bukhari dan Muslim.
Jikalau seseorang itu telah meminum minuman keras hingga ke tig kali dan jikalau dia tidak juga berhenti meminumnya, maka bolehlah ia dipenjarakan dan diperkenakan hukuman sebat dan bagi mereka yang telah ketagih dengan meminum arak, ia diperbolehkan untuk dijatuhi hukuman pancung.
Ada sesetangah manusia yang mengaggap bahwa arak itu adalah ubat tetapi arak bukanah ubat tetapi adalah penyakit. Arak tidak mendatangkan apa-apa faedah pun ia hanya mendatangkan penyakit.
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
Dari Wail Al-Hadrami, bahawa, Tharik bin Suwaid r.a pernah bertanya kepada Nabi s.a.w tentag arak yang digunakan untuk ubat. Lantas Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Arak ini bukan ubat , tetapi penyakit."
Riwayat Muslim dan Abu Daud
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w pula:
Dari Ummu Salamah r.a dari Nabi s.a.w beliau bersabda: "Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menjadikan ubatmu pada barang yang diharamkan ke atasmu.
Janganlah sekali-kali meminum arak kerana ia adalah salah satu dosa dan arak ini adalah ibu segala maksiat. Ingatlah larangan Allah s.w.t dan balasan bagi peminum arak adalah amat dahsyat sekali. Kepada sesiapa yang meminum arak, di akhirat nanti, logam yang telah dicairkan akan dituang ke dalam si mulut peminum arak dan tubuhnya akan hancur dan ini adalah balasan terhadap mereka yang meminum arak. Semoga kita tidak dimasukkan ke dalam kategori itu. Insya'allah.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

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Alhamdullilah... Dengan hadrat dan rahmatnya Allah swt, negeri Singapura yang kita amat menyayangi ini selamat dari bencana-bencana yang Allah telah menurunkan kepada negeri-negeri yang lain. Namun, kita juga masih tidak selamat dari Qadha dan Qadar Allah yang buruk. Tujuan saya membicarakan perkara ini adalah kerana saya telah melihat di Discovery Channel mengenai bencana Tsunami yang telah melanda Banda Aceh dan saya amat terharu dan sepi melihat adegan tersebut membuat diri saya lemah melihat kebesaran Allah s.w.t. Ia juga membuat saya insaf kepada perkara-perkara yan kita semua telah buat yang menginkari arahan Allah s.w.t. Salah satunya adalah Sholat. Saya juga tidak selamat dari godaan syaitan yang mahu menggoda ummatnya Nabi Muhammad s.a.w supaya tidak menyembah kepada Allah s.w.t. Tetapi Allah s.w.t telah membuka hati saya dengan menunjukkan kebesarannya terhadap sesiapa yang menginkari arahannya dan apa balasannya bila mahu menghadap sakratul maut. Sekarang, saya harap, dengannya rahmat Allah s.w.t yang Maha Pengampun Lagi Maha Pengasih akan mengampuni dosa-dosa saya, keluarga saya dan juga kawan-kawan saya. Insya'allah.
Mengenai tsunami tadi, para saintis telah meramalkan bahawa negeri USA akan dilanda oleh bencana tsunami yang lebih dahsyat dari tsunami banda aceh. Namun ramalan itu tidak mungkin betul kerana kemungkinan ia tidak akan melanda USA tetapi melanda negeri kita ini. Kita tidak tahu apakah Qadha dan Qadar kita. Saya cuma harap dan berdoa supaya ia tidak akan belraku kepada negeri yang saya amat sayang ini. Kedudukan Singapura telah bergerak semakin dekat ke zone earthquake menurut pengumuman NASA.
Saya harap Allah s.w.t tidak akan putuskan rahmatnya dari negeri kita ini. Insya'allah. Dan saya mohon ya allah, untuk ampunkan dosa-dosa seluruh ummat islam di singapura ini dan saya tahu bahawa kita telah banyak menginkarimu... Tolonglah ampunkan dosa-dosa kami... Allahuakbar!!!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Hamba Menjadi Tuan Dan Terbinanya Banyak Bangunan Yang Mencakar Langit

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Hadis 20
Daripada Umar bin al-Khattab r.a. (dalam sebuah hadis yang panjang), …………kemudian Jibrail bertanya kepada RasululIah saw., "Maka khabarkan kepada ku tentang hari qiamat?". Lalu Nabi saw. menjawab, "Orang yang ditanya tiada lebih mengetahui daripada orang yang bertanya”. Maka Jibrail lalu berkata, "Kalau begitu cuba khabarkan kepada ku tanda-tandanya", maka Nabi saw. menjawab, "Bahawa hamba akan melahirkan tuannya dan engkau melihat orang berjalan tanpa kasut dan orang yang bertelanjang lagi miskin yang hanya mengembala kambing itu berlumba-lumba untuk membuat binaan".
H.R. Muslim
Keterangan Hadis Ini Adalah Seperti Berikut:
Di antara tanda qiamat ialah, bila hamba melahirkan tuannya. Maksudnya akan banyak bilangan hamba yang kemudiannya akan digauli oleh tuannya dan melahirkan anak. Maka anak ini adalah berpangkat ayahnya, iaitu sebagai tuan kepada ibunya sendiri. Ada juga sebahagian yang memberikan pandangan, bahawa contoh ini alalah merupakan simbolik kepada suasana yang sudah terbalik, di mana hamba menguasai tuan, bukan sebaliknya. Jadi pemikiran manusia sudah terbalik, di mana yang baik dikatakan jahat dan yang sebenarnya jahat dikatakan baik.

Tanda kedua pula bilamana orang yang tidak berkasut, orang miskin yang semestinya ia mendahulukan membeli kasut dari yang lain, tiba-tiba ia telah mendirikan bangunan yang tinggi yang tentunya terpaksa berhutang daripada orang lain. Ada pula yang mentafsirkan bahawa yang dimaksudkan adalah orang yang miskin pada akhir zaman akan menjadi kaya dengan mengejut sehingga yang pada waktu kelmarin masih sahaja tidak berkasut , tiba-tiba pada hari ini ia sudah dapat membuat bangunan yang indah-indah dan sangat mewah.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Sifat Amanah Akan Hilang Sedikit Demi Sedikit

I WILL seriously stop posting all of my feelings in this blog as it will only make me feel more worse and thus lose more of my friends... I thought that by posting my feelings and thoughts will help me to ease my problems but instead it only make it worse... I have finally make a decision to stop posting all of my activities and oings in this blog... Nothing on friendship, my feelings and activites will be posted here... From now on only on animals and religion will be posted here... This way, i can take care of my friends feelings and also avoid being hurt by it...
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Hadis 12
Daripada Huzaifah bin AI-Yaman r.a. katanya, "Rasulullah saw. pernah memberitahu kami dua buah hadis (mengenai dua kejadian yang akan berlaku). Yang pertama sudah saya lihat sedang yang kedua saya menanti-nantikannya. Rasulullah saw. memberitahu bahawasanya amanat itu turun ke dalam lubuk hati orang-orang yang tertentu. Kemudian turunlah al-­Quran. Maka orang-orang itu lalu mengetahuinya melalui panduan al-Quran dan mengetahuinya melalui panduan as-Sunnah. Selanjutnya Rasulullah saw. menceritakan kepada kami tentang hilangnya amanah, Ialu beliau bersabda, "Seseorang itu tidur sekali tidur, lalu diambillah amanah itu dari dalam hatinya, kemudian tertinggallah bekasnya seperti bekas yang ringan sahaja. Kemudian ia tertidur pula, lalu diambillah amanah itu dari dalam hatinya, maka tinggallah bekasnya seperti lepuh di tangan (mengelembung di tangan dari bekas bekerja berat seperti menggunakan kapak atau cangkul). Jadi seperti bara api yang kau gillingkan dengan kaki mu, kemudian mengelembunglah ia dan engkau melihat ia meninggi, padahal tidak ada apa-apa". Ketika Rasulullah saw. menceritakan hadis ini beliau mengambil sebiji batu kecil (batu kerikil) Ialu menggilingkannya dengan kakinya.

"Kemudian berpagi-pagi (jadiIah) orang ramai berjual beli, maka hampir sahaja tiada ada seorang juga pun yang suka menunaikan amanah, sampai dikatakan orang bahawasanya di kalangan Bani Fulan (di kampung yang tertentu) itu ada seorang yang sangat baik memegang amanah, sangat terpercaya dan orang ramai mengatakan, "Alangkah tekunnya dalam bekerja, alangkah indahnya pekerjaannya, alangkah pula cerdik otaknya. Padahal di dalam hatinya sudah tiada lagi keimanan sekali pun hanya seberat timbangan biji sawi."

"Maka sesungguhnya telah sampai masanya saya pun tidak memperdulikan manakah di antara kamu semua yang saya hendak bermubaya’ah (berjual beli). Jikalau ia seorang Islam, maka agamanyalah yang akan mengembalikan kepada ku (maksudnya agamanyalah yang dapat menahannya dari khianat). Dan jikalau ia seorang Nashrani atau Yahudi, maka pihak yang bertugaslah yang akan menggembalikannya kepada ku (maksudnya jika dia seorang Nashrani atau Yahudi maka orang yang memegang kekuasaan / pemerintahlah yang dapat menbantu aku untuk mendapatkan semua hak-hak ku daripadanya.) Ada pun pada hari ini maka saya tidak pernah berjual beli dengan kamu semua kecuali dengan Fulan dan Fulan (orang-orang tertentu sahaja)".
H.R. Bukhari Muslim
Keterangan Hadis Ini Adalah Seperti Berikut:
Hadis ini menunjukkan bahawa sifat amanah akan hilang secara beransur-ansur dan bilangan kaum Muslimin, sehinggalah sampai suatu saat nanti orang yang dianggap baik untuk menjaga amanat pun telah khianat pula.

Begitulah gambaran masyarakat kita hari ini. Ramai daripada kita terpedaya oleh seseorang yang pada zahirnya boleh memikul amanah, tetapi sebenarnya ia juga telah berlaku curang.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Yesterday on the 10th of April, grace, me and brenda organize a surprise birthday party for Fairuzi and Hang giap. The party was suppose to start off at 2pm and to end around 5pm. But unfrotunately, at around 2pm nobody have arrived... The only persons who have arrived early are Brenda, Kc, Tauhid, Hang giap, Grace and Qun yu. But anyway the birthday boy, Fairuzi, arrived at around 3pm. Hang giap is also the birthday boy but hang giap did not know that..We want to surprise him...hahah... Faris come at around 4.45pm and hua meng came at around 3.45pm.

But anyway, the cake was finally cut at 6pm...Waaah...a 3hrs delay... What to do... Haha... All of us munch on chickens and boy are we hectic yesterday... But we do sure have a great time.. The cake was extremely delicious... it should be... a $55 cake... The cake is chocolate to chocolate... Smack... At 6.30pm, we all watch a show entitled "Mayat Penjudi". The chinese people also watch... We practice racial harmony in our party... hehe... Love it... At around 7pm fariuzi open his presents: Me, Kc, Brenda, Hang giap n Qun Yu bought him a $65 New Castle United Jersey and a mini Mr Bean Teddy (cos he loves the mr bean bear). Hua meng and habeebah also bought him a T-shirt... Me also do a poem for both hang giap and fairuzi and brenda insert them in our own home made cards. This is the poem:

Birthday Poem

On your day we just want to say
That you can count on us
To be your friend until the end:
Just wait and you will see!

We know that you would be as true
To me for just as long
No “If” or “But,” no matter what
Our friendship will be strong.

So, our friend, we are glad you are here
To share our joy and pain.
We care so much, so keep in touch~
We’ll talk to you again!



Friendship Poem

Our friendship is soothing
Like a warm gentle breeze,
A soft gentle rustle
Through the leaves of the trees…

Our friendship can bloom,
Like a beautiful spring day,
Yours and ours did,
In such a beautiful way…

Our friendship beings rainbows
After the storm.
It appears in the winter
To keep our hearts warm…

Our friendship withstands hardships,
As the winter wind blows,
Like a candle in the window
With its warm, soft glow
These are the poems... What do you think? me really have an enjoyable time yesterday and i wish that i can do more of this kind of event... Like the hassle in order to make it a very special one for our two very special friends.
Happy Birthday Hang Giap- 11th April 2006 (Today)
Happy Birthday Fairuzi- 13th April 2006 ( 2 more days)
Happy Birthday Alim- 25th April 2006 (14 more days)
Happy Birthday Nadiah- 29th April 2006 (18 more days)

Monday, April 10, 2006

Have not the US have learn any lessons??? Why must the US always want to use war as a solution to solve their problems?? Are they not who practice democracy and are they not the one who wants the whole world to practice peace talk and try to avoid all the means of war??? And why must the US aim on the Muslim countries??? Are only the muslim countries suspected of having or making nuclear weapons??? What about Israel, China, India or Korea?? What about them?? Why does not the Us interfere?? Why must they interfere with the muslim countries??? When Israel cause pain and misery, the US did not start a war on israel but when Iraq which was suspected to have weapons of mass destruction, US starts a war... Is that what we call justice????

This has clearly shown that Bush hates the Muslim world and would like to continue his bethren whereby trying to elliminate the muslims from this world... He, his father and grandfather are all DEVILS!!! The countries which Bush attacks are some of the muslim history and from my point of view, Bush can't do anything as God has plan all and Bush tries to change God's plan...HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! By is he and his family are stupid... They are lucky that they are not being cursed and it is a good thing that islam forbids muslim to curse people... If i could curse him, i would say this: "May your offspring be cursed of the ancient egypt curse and my on the day they are born, they will be alive but they will have a half life and everywhere they go, they will be mistreated and the rices and fame of their heritage will be gone ans quick as the wind blows across the dessert." But fortunately i am taught by islam to be patient and to always follow the footsteps of my prophet Muhammad...

I will never bring myself to their disgusting state but instead, i will practice to instill harmony and peace in myself as peace is the only way to ensure good moral with each other...